p.s// please be patient for a few days more. p.p.s// i do not have STM. i just dont remember insignificant people. p.p.p.s// 到了明天 你就离开我身边. Im loving Siwon in here!
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Friday, November 6, 2009
Seeing God in the dailiness of life
(Dont need to refresh. this IS jadelerieee.bs.com)
Im not much of a christian and i was neither proud nor ashame to admit that. I never really believed when the pastor preached or the bible claimed,
That everything that happens, is the work of God.
But today, i might just slap myself.
"Behind what appears to be human luck lies divine purpose. Even in the "accidents" in life the hand of God is at work on our behalf." - Learning to walk by faith-Ruth and Hannah.
In our bathroom, we have this bookrack by the toiletbowl. I dont know if other families are like that too or that we've been so twisted by living like an angmoh with singaporean blood in the younger years.
But we're bookworms, father- fishing strategies, mother-bible-related, sister- very profound romance, me-glamour, riches and fame. But we have that rack, to kill boredom from contispation (well for me).
So i was about to step into the shower when i had the urge to shit. And it so happened the only booked in the rack was one of the mother's bible related books, so i read it.....
It's a long short story i wont elaborate.
But i wonder, was it a coincidence that...
1) Even though im already really very distanced from my classmates and that i never ever see them in school, that today when i missed them, happened a series of stuffs that i saw them so much? In town too when i could have been in the library watching dvds to kill time till 730pm.
2) Im seeing so many celebrities this month and felt nothing but that they are so human-like? Ive seen Jacelyn tay, the "situ-bi" boy, Olinda Cho, the guy who lived with lydia, and another man we always see on tv but never knew his name (or maybe its just me).
And today, in Ion, i breathed the same air as S.H.E .
3) That i missed the first bus to Dhoby Ghaut because it was so full, and another empty bus came right after.
4) I was hyperventilating about still trying to find a bus to TP at 650pm from town, missed 518A but later found out it would never have brought me to TP. Used the last resort (MRT) to boonkeng (already 715pm!!) and the minute i reached the busstop.....23 came.
5) a)Although i very much wanted to go home straight after training, i felt this pull to tag along with jolene and co for dinner at Pasir ris.
b) The mother wasnt kicking up a fuss about having to drive further down to pick me up. c) I received the $15 that i long forgot.
d) Limei and jolene waited with me, which let to us talking about the thailand trip. Resulting in another person i can call to join us and to accompany Daffy.
These were just coincidences to me...until another "co-incident" happened..
I had to shit.
Although now, Lm hasnt confirmed with me. Im pretty sure things will work out. Maybe it isnt her, maybe something else may happen, someone else may come along.
Who knows, maybe you'll need to shit soon.
p.s//Could it also be a coincidence that i make this dicovery on the SIXTH NOVEMBER? ^^ Longest 10 shortest 4.
Edited// at 6am, filled with disbelief and anger. Deleted the twitter account. From the start, was only interested because of JYP. OLD FART. How can i sleep now?!
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Thursday, November 5, 2009
Today is 행복
Let's Go!!
Korean feast and gossips. And im so proud of Chris for her GP essay :)
and there's a whole new set of Anchovy in dreamteam pictures :D And there's a possibility of DT broadcast next wed (fingers crossed)
and idk but looking at the pictures... Today is really 행복 ^^
Abit early but before i lose interest in your well-being, Captain, Bimbo, Duck, Mushroom, Gorilla. oh and SEATING PARTNER.
p.s// how random...but i love how no matter what, we're under the same sky ^^ p.p.s// Then again there are some people whom i wish will just go find another sky.
The same moon, the same sun,
are you seeing them too? :)
Dont mind me, im a little ikan billis overdosed *dreamy*
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Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Been long
since i had a good laugh.
In neeeeeeeeeed of moola T.T
Trying so hard to save. I miss eating macs, kfc, chicken rice. I miss moss milk tea. I cant travel as freely now. Need to avoid mrt at all cost -.- and my bus concession just expired today.
Blah i should go work on the last shoe so i can get my 60bucks.
Want personalised tees (doesnt have to be kpop designs) email me ok! check out thankyouverykamsa.bs.com for examples of designs (silhoette/words)
Mooooooooooooooooooooooooooolaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
p.s// Cookie is furious with Gaho. p.p.s// Lab at 8am tmr! which means getting up at 630am ! ><
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