I cried everything out. i had no idea ones body could feel much less hold on to so much pain.
I even wanted to let her go, let God take her away.
She once said in passing that when she died, i probably wouldnt cry... and i agree.. i wont.. i will miss you so much. And if i should cry, it would be of relief and happiness. that you can finally rest, and be happy.
That no one can hurt you anymore, not me...not him...not those bitches... no one.
