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110910 SHINEE WORLD SG

2011-09-10T23:43:00.015+08:00

First batch from the bottom.
i swear uploading on blogger is such a B.

The pictures are actually alot larger in size, but my blog has disabled image clicking, so ill probably upload somewhere else (like tumblr) or maybe id zip it into a fie for dl.

Fancams are for another day.
cannot have to many Bs around

if i should cry,

2011-09-08T00:32:00.003+08:00

It just spilled over.

I cried everything out.
i had no idea ones body could feel much less hold on to so much pain.

I even wanted to let her go, let God take her away.

She once said in passing that when she died, i probably wouldnt cry...
and i agree.. i wont.. i will miss you so much.
And if i should cry, it would be of relief and happiness.
that you can finally rest, and be happy.

That no one can hurt you anymore,
not me...not him...not those bitches... no one.

I hope to change things.

2011-09-06T20:23:00.005+08:00

Today, i woke up

*Got relieved of a responsibility that has been my 'creative block'
*then i got hit by a wave of creative inspiration after the 'block' was lifted
*touched up and printed my assignment
*left the house late, missed a stop, but still got to class 10min early

Good day!

i am now more determined then ever to get my diploma and then get a permanent part time job. I dont know what job i will find and stick to, i certainly hope not to get office job, but i trust that God will send me the right one at the right time! (:

Im excited and dying of curiosity to meet Ting on Thursday, it has to do with a job opportunity im not sure of the details. But at least i get to see this imp and maybe spend a day out with her \o/

Tomorrow marks the opening of Musical's 1st ticketing sale~~

This is Hyukgu's (hyukjae; Eunhyuk)first ever musical, and i am overly joyed and excited for him. He plays the role of a rapper, Tyron Jackson (Tyron Hyukson~~). And though i have searched up the Movie to understand more of it, i think i watched the wrong and cant find any other versions of it so i am not sure of its content. Though i have seen clips of previous musical casts clips and Hyukhae will have this amazing part of Angry rapping / rapping angrily. And i am really curious as to how he will portray that emotion (you'd rarely do see him angry).

But really, his first musical ^^ This is a big step for him in dabbling in other areas of the arts. And i know and hope that he will be happy with this opportunity (taxing schedule aside).

There is no question that i really would rather be there to see his first Musical (and others hopefully with more opportunities for him). While i know i cannot be there, i have been feeling this urge to find someone who can be there, and would like to watch the musical, and bless them with a ticket. But i am in no position to be blessing others monetarily...yet.

And i hope to change that.

So jobs and the fire to work, come and stick by me (:

i want many things,
i want it by my own hand and effort.

Look past the pain.

2011-09-06T01:49:00.002+08:00

I stopped blogging anything of substance since long ago.

But since recently in a long time, my primary outlet for venting all my emotions have always been twitter. And ive only realised how much of my tweets have been so negative. I cant bring myself to find someone to talk it out, i dont trust enough, i get sensitive, i get hostile. I feel like ive forgotten how to smile and laugh without a but... or an if....

I am going to try and find something to be happy about everytime i feel affected.

I want to count my blessings (:

My life has gone downhill since a long way back, and it is still going downhill. I am just waiting to hit the very bottom, because when i do, there is no deeper to go and the only way is up.

I have lost too much friends to lose anymore, but even still, i dont have that courage to hold onto those that are still around, around and ready to go.

I dont have that many choices to pick and spill my troubles to, and even if i find one, i just cant...voice it out.

I guess by bottling up so much, i gradually get more and more sensitive. I can be really happy, really mad, really jealous, really depress. There is no balance. I get really happy to be around these few friends i have left, and when things happen that threatens my happiness, my sensitivity is triggered, and i get really agitated and mad and lash out on this friend. And then i get overwhelm by guilt and put distance between us. So we slowly drift and ive lost another friend.

But there are those who have been patient with me, who made an effort to show me that, hey they are still here, its ok, we're still good. These friends who in their own way touch me with their words and encouragement. These friends who still seek my company.

While God is my powerline, these people are my portable charger.
I thank God for them.
I thank you for you.

p/s: wow it works

Birthday Haul !!

2011-05-20T04:07:00.005+08:00

Alright. I just turned 20 exactly 10 days ago. And since everyone has been fattening me up with lunch and dinner dates instead of actually giving me a physical gift.

No aniticpation of tearing wrapping papers, no embarrassment from being sung birthday song, no swallowing of saliva to blow out candle carefully.

But just so blessed with awesome food.
(Not sarcasm here...ok just a little bit. But you guys no me right? ^^)

So since i think ive saved up alot from meals for 1week. I think its ok to indulge myself in a little shopping haul from

The Korean Gmarket (in English)

Something that ive wanted to do in a very very long time.

Always log in and nua nua around, filling up my shopping cart, but never checking out. T--T

So FINALLY! I DID IT!

Pictures of the haul! :

Everything was nicely packed.
Fragile stuff like album, embossing machine and bag were boxed up. And im really grateful for the sellers' thoughtfullness in boxing up the Fuct Bag.

Non-fragile stuff like these leggings and pants were simply packed into plastics.

1. Striped Leggings

2. Color-Line Leggings

3. Leopard print Baggy Pants

4. Red patterned Leggings

5. Patterned Baggy Pants

The famous 'nichkhun bag', like seriously they do label it as "닉군백팩". Its my favourite buy \O/

It comes with a free gift, cute usb.

Embossing machine. Comes with hanggul characters.
but is actually pretty useless since it cant actually form an actual hanggul word or character. i guess its just for the cute factor.

How it works :

I actually followed guides blogged by other Gmarket-ers. And their instructions are pretty clear and easy to understand. But this will show you what to expect after you've placed your orders, like actually made payment already.

fast right? :D

Oh happy day happy day~

2011-04-04T00:38:00.001+08:00

Pray for Michael

2011-04-01T09:10:00.003+08:00

Title: Pray for Michael…
Written on 2011.4.1 at 03:13 AM

Hello this is Super Junior Donghae. I’m currently working hard with schedules in Taiwan. Working hard with the members for album promotions, as well as filming a brilliant challenge with Siwon...working hard for drama activities. At 12:30am today after daily Bible study with the members ended, Siwon and I were on our way back to our room when we saw a Chinese man drinking alone. So when we asked him why he was drinking alone...he said he was just diagnosed with laryngeal cancer. Then we had a conversation for about an hour and a half. On April 3rd the doctor will let him know whether he can survive or not by receiving surgery. As a result he said he is too sad, strained, exhausted and afraid. Siwonie and I told him to stop drinking, to put down the cigarette he was holding in his hand, and we prayed together. Michael does not know God and that trying to pray was useless. He said that since he’s dying already he will spend his days drinking and smoking. But Siwon and I told him to come to church along with us to have good thoughts only and throw away the bad ones through praying. Michael said such sweet words, good thoughts... Anyone could tell such stories. Although he was very thankful, he said that Siwon and I were not him and would not know how he felt either, and that we were not in his position so we could never understand. This is why I told him about the story of my late father. My father was diagnosed with cancer too. For 3 years while he was getting treatment my father too found God and wanted to become God’s son. (He was really a Christian.) Here’s where I lied... I said he’s still living healthily... And that (Michael) should pray and stop drinking and smoking. Michael’s eyes were filled with so much fear and he was in a state where he didn’t even have much strength. So I wanted to give Michael hope, and truly wished Michael would be healthy in the future and that we could become friends who could have meals together, hence I thought of going ahead with the white lie that could give him hope. Michael is one who achieved really a lot and who also received recognition for having worked very hard. He kept telling us to go back and rest but Siwon and I didn't go and kept holding a conversation. With us looking at him, after all Michael threw his drink and also the cigarette away. Michael was so thankful to us for telling him such a good story and delivering a message that gave him hope and he told us he will carry on through praying and having good thoughts. As expected his steps were heavy... he said his wife was at home and that he was too late so we told him to come to our house to sleep. Michael said it's okay and that he was too happy because he met such two good friends and Super Junior and he told us that he will invite us for dinner and to express his thanks. I think that if we had passed him, just said hello and gone by perhaps Michael would've had worse thoughts and he'd be thinking more negatively than before. The saying that even crossing paths is fate...is obviously true. We are proud to be God's sons who can give someone hope and courage. Although everyone lives their own life if we look in front, and behind us a bit more at ease and stretch out our hands we could be able to really pass down big help and happiness. Just because you do not know someone do not pass them by but greet each other with a smile instead and if they don't say hello first, go yourself first and if you greet them with a smile the other party will probably like it and I think you could even become two good friends. I'd like to ask you to pray together. For Michael ...April 3rd is the day he receives the results. I beg you to please pray for Michael to be healthy and for light, not darkness, to be able to shine on his path. Also because this entry is in Korean ...I don't speak English...I'm not fluent in Chinese either. If amidst those who see this entry there are people able to translate it please translate this writing so that one becomes ten and ten becomes a hundred and so many more people will see this entry and pray for Michael for at least 30 seconds even. I think that success, money, and things alike are not important. I think importance lies within other things... Today too I am thankful to God who forged me and once again made me feel. And I'd like to say thank you to Siwon who makes time to guide the members and allow them come closer to God day by day. Good Night Michael...

Original Source. 이동해미니홈피
Translated by. Euodsie and Gaia at SJ-WORLD.NET -

i had an emotional tweet spam after i read a rough translation elsewhere while waiting for Geuodia's translations.

- while waiting for translations, i read a rough one of elsewhere, and you have no idea how touched i am.

-if it were anyone of us, we'd have been avoiding that guy by the roadside, we'd judge him for drinking, we probably put a distance away from him -we definitely wouldnt stop, concern ourselves with him, talk to him.

-lets say we do, we're nice enough to. but sometimes even after saying "ill be praying for you" we go home, and at that time of the night,

-first thing we do, after a long schedule (which you and me probably dont have) we head straight to bed. we'll put off praying till the next day, probably would forget it when we wake up.

-i feel like this is a slap to my face. I have all the time in the world to show concern for at least one more person, i have nothing that

-would be stopping me from helping another person, i have no important work, i dont have an image to worry over. these guys do. and yet they accomplish so much more than i ever would

-just reading rough translations and that got me off, after reading full accurate translations...idk @donghae861015, super junior.. definitely God-sent

-

i know people will judge me for this. That i'd turn blind eye and ears if it were anyone else and not donghae. For once i would have to agree with you.

But you know, maybe this is God's way of waking christian fans of Super Junior? Maybe it's even his way of keeping us in line? Because as fans we look up to them, as fans we do want to do things to please them, charity etc. maybe in a roundabout way, we are also doing this that will please God.

Dont say we see them as an idol, that we're crazy and worshipping them. But that they are our brothers in christ, our youth leaders, we look up to and follow.

Dont judge them for being popular idols, dont forsake them, they are your brothers in christ too. Please put aside just 30secs of your time to pray for this unknown michael, that God may show mercy on him, that God will save him, both physically and spiritually.

♥

i discovered gif animators 8D

2011-03-15T00:15:00.004+08:00

83line hug♥

"his hands..shoulder..oh.."

i still think he's eating her lips

LOL. silly!

he's so...soft

hae irl♥

110314 Happy White day~♥

He's growing up...T--T

This is normally 3girls at home.... o.o

who says dogs resemble owners..

LOL!

I loved this show, excluding all that crudity

SGB used to be a gathering for cute people.

mine.

His fingers...♥

His lips...♥

Have i told you? that i love hyukmi?

pffft.

He never gets it.

this girl

girl..

mine... MINE.

"woah..mmpah!"

eatyourkimchi martina♥

i still dont get what he's supposed to be?

did i say grow up?

this circle will only get bigger

this train will only get longer

T--T

Yehsung makes sure to rub the 3rd eye...

yehsung looks so ready.

\o/ yay gif animator!
my new world.

2011-03-12T00:11:00.000+08:00

How about you?

2011-03-07T11:12:00.001+08:00

110306 NuSkin

2011-03-06T01:37:00.007+08:00

110305 SS3Shanghai
lets stop jeaopardizing their safety.

기억을 걷는시간 (Time when I recollect Memories)

2011-02-28T18:48:00.001+08:00

110227 Sukira Eunhyuk singing 기억을 걷는시간 (Time when I recollect Memories)

기억을 걷는 시간

아직도 너의 소리를 듣고
아직도 너의 손길을 느껴
오늘도 난 너의 흔적 안에 살았죠
아직도 너의 모습이 보여
아직도 너의 온기를 느껴
오늘도 난 너의 시간 안에 살았죠

길을 지나는 어떤 낯선 이의 모습 속에도
바람을 타고 쓸쓸히 춤추는 저 낙엽 위에도
뺨을 스치는 어느 저녁에 그 공기 속에도
내가 보고 듣고 느끼는
모든 것에 니가 있어 그래

어떤가요 그댄 당신도 나와 같나요
어떤가요 그댄

지금도 난 너를 느끼죠
이렇게 노랠 부르는 지금 이 순간도
난 그대가 보여

길가에 덩그러니 놓여진 저 의자위에도
물을 마시려 무심코 집어든 유리잔 안에도
나를 바라보기 위해 마주한 그 거울 속에도
귓가에 살며시 내려앉은
음악 속에도 니가 있어

어떻하죠 이젠 그대는 지웠을텐데
어떻하죠 이제 우린

그리움의 문을 열고 너의 기억이 날 찾아와
자꾸 눈시울이 붉어져
그리움의 문을 열고 너의 기억이 날 찾아와
자꾸만 가슴이 미어져

Hyukmi_太完美_♥

2011-02-21T16:56:00.008+08:00

hnnnnng!♥

Lyrics (roughly)

SJM – Too Perfect

All: She knows who I am
She knows who I am

Siwon: I have discovered a treasure in love
You are the priceless jewel I have been searching for
Kyuhyun: You keep on returning to my world
Even ice bursts into flame when it meets you

Henry: It won’t do to be too hurried
Eunhyuk: Love breaks with force
Henry: It won’t do to be too slow
Eunhyuk: If it breaks please move backward

Donghae: Oh too perfect, I appear in your eyes
Oh I won’t let anyone, take my place beside you
Oh woah woah~
Zhou Mi: Your eyes and brows, your side profile
Your neck and shoulders, your loveliness
Your everything from head to toe, deeply I’ve fallen

Kyuhyun: My heart becomes a side of your pocket
Just for you I keep giving and I keep flying
Ryeowook: Is it right or wrong to keep loving like this?
I’m confused yet I fall deeper into infatuation

Sungmin: It won’t do to be too hurried
Eunhyuk: Love breaks with force
Sungmin: It won’t do to be too slow
Eunhyuk: If it breaks please move backward

Kyuhyun: Oh too perfect, I appear in your eyes
Oh I won’t let anyone, take my place beside you
Oh woah woah~
Henry: Your eyes and brows, your side profile
Your neck and shoulders, your loveliness
Your everything from head to toe, deeply I’ve fallen

Kyuhyun: Oh too perfect
Oh I won’t let anyone
Oh too perfect

Zhou Mi: Every time we meet my pulse goes crazy
It beats throughout my whole body but that’s all right

HaeMinHenry: Keeps beating keeps beating I want to see you
Keeps beating keeps beating I like you
Keeps beating keeps beating it’s all you
Keeps beating keeps beating I love you
Keeps beating keeps beating keeps beating keeps beating

Ryeowook: It won’t do to be too hurried, love breaks with force
It won’t do to be too slow, if it breaks please move backward

Siwon: Oh too perfect, I appear in your eyes
Oh I won’t let anyone, take my place beside you
Oh woah woah~
Kyuhyun: Your eyes and brows, your side profile
Your neck and shoulders, your loveliness
Your everything from head to toe, deeply I’ve fallen

Eunhyuk: Bounce to the music let your feet go round
To the floor and Imma break it down
Let me in let me show you all my bling bling
and all my kicks kicks baby dance with me

Henry: Boom boom boom can I get another clap clap clap let’s go
Shake ya body move ya body pick your feet up
Imma (Ryeowook: Yeah yeah~) move to the groove baby Imma go all out

Donghae: Tell me you miss me, tell me you love me
Tell me you miss me, say you miss me, tell me you love me (Kyuhyun: Yeah yeah~)
Tell me you miss me, tell me you love me
Tell me you miss me, tell me you miss me, tell me you love me

Romanization // Pinyin

All: Bei ta mi zhu wo shi xian
Ta mi zhu wo shi xian

Siwon: Zai ai qing li de bao zang bei wo fa xian
Ni jiu shi wo xun zhao de xi shi bao bei
Kyuhyun: Ni zheng bu duan de zai zheng fa wo shi jie
Lian bing kuai yu jian ni dou ran qi huo yan

Henry: Tai guo xin ji bu dui
Eunhyuk: Yong li ai hui sui
Henry: Tai guo huang mang bu dui
Eunhyuk: Wo sui le qing hou tui

Donghae: Oh tai wan mei, ni yan li wo chu xian
Oh bu rang shei, ti wo zai ni shen bian
Oh woah woah~
Zhou Mi: Ni de mei yan ni de ce lian
Ni de qing jie ni de wu mei
Ni de yi qie cong tou dao wei, wo yi lun xian

Kyuhyun: Wo de xin bian cheng le kou dai de yi mian
Just for you bu ting de gei bu ting de fei
Ryeowook: Zhe yang zi ai ni dao di shi dui bu dui
Wo yi bian mi huo yi bian geng jia mi lian

Sungmin: Tai guo xin ji bu dui
Eunhyuk: Yong li ai hui sui
Sungmin: Tai guo huang mang bu dui
Eunhyuk: Wo sui le jin huo tui

Kyuhyun: Oh tai wan mei, ni yan li wo chu xian
Oh bu rang shei, ti wo zai ni shen bian
Oh woah woah~
Henry: Ni de mei yan ni de ce lian
Ni de qing jie ni de wu mei
Ni de yi qie cong tou dao wei, wo yi lun xian

Kyuhyun: Oh tai wan mei
Oh bu rang shei
Oh tai wan mei

Zhou Mi: Mei ci jian mian shi mai bo jiu dang ji le
Ta zai wo quan shen kuang tiao bu yao jin

HaeMinHenry: Yi zhi tiao yi zhi tiao xiang jian ni
Yi zhi tiao yi zhi tiao xi huan ni
Yi zhi tiao yi zhi tiao dou shi ni
Yi zhi tiao yi zhi tiao wo ai ni
Yi zhi tiao yi zhi tiao yi zhi tiao yi zhi tiao

Sungmin: Tai guo xin ji bu dui,
Ryeowook: Yong li ai hui sui
Sungmin: Tai guo huang mang bu dui
Ryeowook: Wo sui le jin huo tui

Siwon: Oh tai wan mei, ni yan li wo chu xian
Oh bu rang shei, ti wo zai ni shen bian
Oh woah woah~
Kyuhyun: Ni de mei yan ni de ce lian
Ni de qing jie ni de wu mei
Ni de yi qie cong tou dao wei, wo yi lun xian

Eunhyuk: Bounce to the music let your feet go round
To the floor and Imma break it down
Let me in let me show you all my bling bling
and all my kicks kicks baby dance with me

Henry: Boom boom boom can I get another clap clap clap let’s go
Shake ya body move ya body pick your feet up
Imma (Ryeowook: Yeah yeah~) move to the groove baby Imma go all out

Donghae: Gen wo shuo ni xiang wo, gen wo shuo ni ai wo
Gen wo shuo ni xiang wo shuo ni xiang wo, gen wo shuo ni ai wo (Kyuhyun: Yeah yeah~)
Gen wo shuo ni xiang wo, gen wo shuo ni ai wo
Gen wo shuo ni xiang wo, gen wo shuo ni xiang wo, gen wo shuo ni ai wo

Credits: shibbifang of Princekyu

[CR:only13andeunhae]
Im sure he's brought them laughter alot♥

110129 ss3 sg

2011-01-31T17:18:00.005+08:00

LEE DONGHAE: YOU ARE MY HERO ~By Cho Kyuhyun

2010-11-28T23:21:00.002+08:00

HYUNG IS VERY HANDSOME, VERY CHARMING

No matter how I say it, Donghae hyung holds a very high place in my heart. I remember when I first joined SJ as the 13th member, I felt very uneasy, but hyung would always give me strength, whenever I got depressed, he was always there to encourage me, I really love this kind of hyung.

It was my first time to be away from home for such a long time in a foreign country; our fans gave me warmth, but I still can't escape from missing my parents, and it was the first time I understood Han Geng hyung and Kibum hyung's pain. I wanted to cry because I missed my parents, but Donghae hyung was always there to quietly comfort me. I know that hyung misses his parents more than anyone else -- his father in heaven, and his mother in Mokpo. Even if he does mention his father, who has passed away, hyung never cries in front of the camera. Having a sensitive personality, hyung used to cry often, but because he made a promise with his father that he wouldn't cry, he never cried again because of sadness. Hyung is so handsome when he's strong.

Hyung is also very handsome when he works hard. In our company, hyung is a well known "training worm," you can find him in practice rooms very often. Since then, I would often go to the practice room to find him, and then when I saw that he was working very hard practising his dance, but still with a smile on his face, I was very moved.

Before we came to China, hyung always had notebooks in his bag, filled with notes he took to learn Chinese. In China, whether he's meeting fans, or when he's in the dorm, he's always working hard at trying to communicate with everyone in Chinese, he's always chasing Han Geng hyung and asking about this and that. And even when we return to Korea, he's always bragging about his Chinese skills. Hyung's very cute when he's like that.

ACTUALLY I'M THE HYUNG

Childishness completely fills hyung's life. He really is very mischievous. Once I was sharing a room with Donghae hyung in the hotel, I was absorbed by the computre, while wondering why Donghae hyung was so quiet. When I lift my head up to look, he was lying there drawing on the sofa. In the dorm, you can always see Donghae jumping up and down like a monkey, very full of energy, always looking youthful. This kind of hyung gives Han Geng hyung, who is now the leader of SJ-M, lots of headaches.

Hyung has very beautiful, expressive eyes, his emotions always shows through his pure eyes, with nothing concealed. Donghae hyung really makes other people like him because of his child-like innocence. But hyung is very different when he's quiet. He stays in a corner quietly, wearing headphones, and spacing out. No one knows what he's thinking, he's completely in his own word, people will never believe that he is the normally very excited Donghae hyung.

Donghae hyung can be very funny sometimes. For example, on shows, he's always saying in Chinese "I know," and "I can understand." But when the host lets him talk, he looks completely lost. And when we went to Nanjing to promote for the first time, the organizers invited us to eat Nanjing's very delicious salt water duck, and after that he fell in love with the duck. When were were preparing to leave Nanjing, he suddenly pulled out 2 salt water ducks from his bag in the airport. No one knew when he bought them. It was very surprising.

Hyung is very careful about his image. In our dorm, he would poke acne on his face, and then look very frustrated. In China, because the enviroment is different, in the beginning he wasn't used to it, hyung really had acne on his face. I did too. At that time, hyung always would say to me, "Kyuhyun ah, this method is very effective in removing acne." And so he would drag me to try out his "Secret Acne Removal Recipe" together, which might be this kind of face mask, or that kind of skin-care product. After trying many times, hyung's face really did get better, but mine didn't, so he always made me eat lots of vegetables and fruits, telling me that those are good for my health.

"You must be healthy," this must be the words that appear frequently in hyung's wishes. I committed this deeply in my heart. This is also Donghae hyung's truest wish for everyone. After experiencing the passing of his father and and other members' car accidents, Donghae hyung became stronger.

Cr. translated and posted by: xcloudyx
Taken from sompi forum @ snapliok
TAKE OUT WITH THE FULL CREDITS

Original article:

T-----T Boys.

BAH-HUM-BUG

2010-11-03T22:15:00.005+08:00

Mehhh.
Ive just come back from the biggest disappointing '1st' Public Hair Salon Experience.
And Spa Scene somemore leh! Spa Scene=Korean Hairdressers/stylists.

Early donkey months ago, i won this 'Makeover' contest with Spa Scene, and i have the privilege to pick 1 out of this 3 choices for SGD50.

Which is like waaaaay cheaper than what they normally charge.
Of course i chose the Color/Highlight option.

Ok, if you dont already know,
I have never ever let an unknown hairdresser from any random hair salon lay a single finger on one single strand of hair. EVER.

The only 2 salons i ever visit belongs to my uncle in singapore, and my little aunt in Penang.

So this was really my virgin visit to a reaaallly PUBLIC salon.
And even though i was nerve wrecked, i had high expectations.

My initial assigned hair-stylist was Junior (see above), but because it was his off-day, i got assigned to another random stylist. i thought it'd be ok at first, i mean they should have some standard right?

No.

From when the i won the makeover to D-day, i had little fantasies of what my hakeover (hair+makeover) would turn out to be. I was SICK of brown/black/red and i wanted a drastic change.

I think this is partly my own fault, because i wasnt insistant about what i wanted, didnt voice out and just went with whatever they have to offer me. What this lady had to offer me was RED or BROWN... not offer... more like insist...ok not insist, but more like she assumed i would want that color and proceeded to expain how she would pair this red with this highlight, or she could do my air like her brown etc.

At first i did try to inject my input saying that the red wouldnt be obvious on my hair and i wanted something else. So she went on to tell me a whole story about how the reds are normally like that and would turn darker because of my hair. But she could make it lighter etc and then she showed me this really cool sample of silverish-red color with orengey kinda highlights so i okay-ed it.

Color aside, the whole coloring/washing process i can only think of one word for it.. PAINFUL. For such a pretty lady, she is nothing related to gentle/soft. Even her sidekick, a chinese (maybe china idk) girl was much gentler than her. I have never had my head treated with such malice, seriously. I can complain a whole lot more on this simple process of separating bunces of my hair, brushing on the highlight, combing my head with the dye, how she had to use this monstrous strength to hold on to my hair.

IT WAS PAINFUL I TELL YOU.
PAINFUL!!!

i complained to Ong, but she said 'its like that one'.
SERIOUSLY?! All you bimbos go through this LIKE THAT ONE?

Now when i say the china assistant was much gentler.. it actually just shows how rough the min stylist was, I have had hairwashed in both my uncle/aunty's salon before. And ive always always enjoyed hairwash, because they are so gentle and they treat your head like a gem, plus they give these unbelievably awesome massages, so much that you dont want your hair to ever get clean.

So i after all that mistreatment to my poor head, i was looking forward to a soothing hairwash... BAH! I laid down, close my eyes, and the moment her fingers reached my scalp, i had the biggest shock. she was literally scratching at my head, i could feel her hands were like /imitationofcatsclaw.

Really ah, i dont know how much hair im losing over this -_-

Now on to the 'Design cut'. /FACEPALM
You know i thought this whole point of 'MAKEOVER' is to transform you into something else.. read BETTER/NICER/MORE INTERESTING-APPEALING etc. After choosing from this book of hairstyles and pointing out to her, LAO NIANG cut the last 3cm ends of my hair. AND THATS IT.

and thats not all i tell you.

HAIRDRYING- /MAJORFACEPALM
after washing my hair, my frimge was twisted in a way that it flops one way after removing the towel (which SMELLS) from my head.

I dont know if her fingers were so precious or she too finds the towel smelly, thus my head is icky. But she coul sieve her fingers thru my hair to hair dry properly. She hairdried it just as it was! So my fringe is all weird and my parting is so obvious, and i hate my parting because it looks like a baldspot -_-

I tried telling her that, but she couldnt understand, so while Ong tries to explain, 3 other staffs have gathered around. And Betty, sweet sweet Betty (whom i contacted to schedule appointment) understood and told her, but also proceeded to ask i everything was ok. So i brought up my dissatisfaction about the hair color.

SERIOUSLY AH. I must be blind, i couldnt see any obvious silverish-red, and could only see HINTS of the highlight. So betty again explained about how red wont be obvious on my black hair etcetc. And she was so nice explaining, i couldnt find it in me to say anything else.

So they all moved away for this Lao niang to do some thing about my parting, and what did she do? blow dry the back of my head.

And i walked out as normal looking as when i walked in.

But from another winners' review :

So all i got from spa scene was alot of pain and regret.
I should have waited for Junior.

This is my review on Gmarket:

I am kind of disappointed with the makeover i received, but do not hold Spa Scene at fault. A very nice staff, Betty have earlier informed me that Junior was having his off-day, and i could reschedule another appointment with him or take on another stylist. Since this is my first ever visit to Spa scene, i assumed all the stylist would be of the same standard. so i had another stylist do my 'makeover'

The service was no problem, i was seated and given a cup of warm water. Staff were very pleasant, although communication was a problem.

Color/highlight- The color recommended by the stylist was shades of red or brown. I actually had a more obvious color like blondish colors in mind because this was a makeover, and i wanted to walk out of spa scen with a whole new (nice) hairdo. But the stylist kept going on about the shades of red, and showed me a sample of 'silvery' kind of red with orange-y highlights. I again posed the question whether its would be OBVIOUS after dying on my black hair. she confirmed it but said it would be A LITTLE darker then the sample. so i gave in ad took that color. The result was disappointing (though i would have to give it a few days)

Design cut- Very disappointing. I was asked to pick a hairstyle from a book, and after i chose and pointed it out to the stylist, she only trimmed the ends of my hair so that it is straight. Nothing special. Even blowdrying of my hair wasnt done properly.

Process- The whole coloring and hair wash process was very rough and painful. During the coloring when the stylist's comb got caught in my hair tangle, instead of easing thru the tangle, she forced her comb thru it, and you can really see her put in the energy to do that.

So anyway, i walked out of Spa scene looking very much like how i was when i walked in. There was nothing impressive in this 'makeover'.

From reading No. 343029's review, i very much regret not scheduling another appointment with Junior.
In the salon, i also heard some customers requesting for Junior.

So if you have chosen color/highlight option, insist on Junior.

101030

2010-10-30T19:12:00.005+08:00

Had the nicest sleep on On bimbo's bed last night, though Chris had to have the fan on full blast.

And seriously, i love their facilities.
Internet connection is unbeleivably fast and smooth! So much that my laptop feels completely brand new xD

i dont understand why OB and C keeps going home. Id very much like to have live there.

101029 FREEDOM

2010-10-30T01:35:00.004+08:00

2011 Kyochon ☆

2010-10-20T19:08:00.004+08:00

The simple little mind before

2010-08-27T00:32:00.004+08:00

New school, new class, new peopl, new msn contacts.

would inevitably lead to finding your old self.
(irony i know)

Right Stella, brought me way back into Windows Live (wth is this?) and i found a old online journal of mine, called 'space' (wth was that?), from the WangZiBianQingwa era.

And the url was...."...babeemonkee.." (WTH WAS THAT?) /facepalm.

and ohmy goodness -_-
/curlstoesandfingers.

My past is so not like that.. please T-T

(excuse all cheesiness/grammar/spelling errors)
THIS WAS 5YEAR AGO, i CANNOT BELIEVE IT.

September 15 2005

poem by me
im so stupid
and i dun noe y
though i study
i cant toush e sky
i try to plaese dem
but i owaes fail
n broke our promise deal
i tried my best
in every test
onli to be disappointed
left in stress
my frens r smart
n id evnvy dem
everything i do
turns a sham
whilst dey passed
in flying colors
i noe mum was furious
i try to b positive
i hav yet to yield
i will carry on
to hear e cheer
all of tis
to overcome e fear
all e time in trainings
got my heart all flaming
for e ball i jump
whilst my heart dumped
yet i lost it in a hop or 2
im so stupid
n i dun noe y

MAJOR /facepalm

October 20 2005
Gone-

gone is our childhood days

where we roll n play

gone is e sound of childrens laughter

tt filled e court tt day

gone is e smiles of young ones

e flutters within e heart

e brightlit eyes

tt show so much passion within

since e day of prepotent Queen

---to b continued

i cant remember who was supposed to be that prepotent queen, i never continued it.

--daffy_nEtbaLL01-- -
16 Dec. 2005
i ENVY valerie.
valerie is STRAIGHTFORWARD.
valerie is my IDOL.
i want to MUTILATE valerie.
valerie can BE my PUSHER(negatively).
valerie needs A HIGHLY TALENTED PSYCHIATRIST(me).
valerie can be INCONSIDERATE OF OTHER'S FEELINGS (i like tat honesty).
i think valerie should BE MORE WACKY.
without valerie i would NEVER FIND OUT THERE'S SOME1 WORSE THAN ME IN CHINESE.
best thing about valerie is .. HER ELEVATION!!URGH!.
worst thing about valerie is ...BLUR, SOTONG, BLUNT..NEVER ENDING.
meeting valerie was A NEW EXPERIENCE AS I HAVE NEVER SEEN SUCH A "UNIQUE" MONKEY BEFORE.
valerie reminds me of A BLOCK OF WOOD.(this i cannot change)
someday valerie will GET BASHED UP CUZ OF HER FRANKNESS.
i wish valerie would WIN FOR US!! =D

~itz a little late but... beta late than never..=D

netballers (:
21 Nov. 2005

i HATE valerie.
valerie is RETARD.
valerie is my FOE.
i want to KILL valerie.
valerie can RUIN my DAY.
valerie needs A PSYCHIATRIST.
valerie can be MORONIC.
i think valerie should DISAPPEAR.
without valerie i would BE REALLY HAPPY.
best thing about valerie is ...NOTHING.
worst thing about valerie is ...TOO MUCH TO BE LISTED.
meeting valerie was THE WORST THING EVER.
valerie reminds me of A BLOCK OF WOOD.
someday valerie will GET JAILED.
i wish valerie would BE JUST MY FRIEND.
^hahaha^
:)

and then i disappeared forever. LOL

excuse me while i go weep over my pathetic past self -_-

WANTWANTWANT !!!

2010-08-16T14:16:00.002+08:00

Dear lard,
this precious thing is sold out everywhere (japan) and here it is sitting on this precious head T-T

Elfs are all kinds of awesome.

No dont get me this, you cant afford it.

ITS FINALLY HERE!!

2010-08-14T15:24:00.002+08:00

GLEE!
(14th-15th/08-SEOUL)

Eunhyuk+Shindong stage directors
Eunhae performance (onewaychance)
Good Person
idk MUSCLES, ABS AND NIPPLES?!

*DIES*
Harddrive
*DIES*

The you

2010-08-09T02:51:00.002+08:00

Im
type 7 - The Adventurer (the Seven)

type 8 - The Asserter (the Eight)

and

9 - The Peacemaker (the Nine)

And i am shock by how accurate 7&8 is..
though 9 bullseye on a few points, the rest are bulshit.

the 'How to Get Along with Me' is *speechless.
EXACTLY.

i think this would really help people understand the real each other.
because really, most of the time when you say you're ok, you're not.

and you realy want to say you're not,
but you grit your teeth and say 'no, im really fine."

Right?

So what type are you??

안녕하십니까?

2010-08-07T05:37:00.004+08:00

i suck. LOL

i start everything but finish NOTHING.
but nothing needs finishing anyway ^-^

(The woman's away in KL, and im taking this opportunity to pull one hardcore pak-tor with PaQu ..at home)

Believe me, no matter how late i may seem to sleep, i always need to go through this nerve-wrecking tiptoeing at 529am, to make it under the covers and pretend to have been dead to the world 3hours prior, when her alarm screams at 530am. (Been caught one time too many!!)

Well so! been being the hardcore bum that i am, bumming the house down best as i can.

Avoiding any forms of physical with only weekly 1hour dance sessions to keep the chubs at bay (which sadly isnt lasting more than 2weeks soon)

Chanced some easy moolah which stupidly went into the savings account that seems to be for my bedridden days, with just, just hardly enough for me to get one foot out of the house.

With exactly 16days left of passionate bumming, before i freak myself out all over again with new things new people new phobias for 9months.

9months of hardcore head-dunking into toilet bowl before i finally finally clutch on my lifeline, the toilet paper. (which isnt actually necessary, since i could really just use the water, but well, im toilet trained to the T)

Before i reward myself with one ass-spanking SS3.
And then ill run off into the sunset with CLjo.
(After she's done with her own WC dunkin'.)

ah well its a long shot.
but a little early ra-ra of my own for myself (and my sanity) wouldnt hurt.

Now if i dont make sense to you, please excuse me.
Normal conversations with species of your kind isnt normal for me lately.

at all.

Nao, a little something that makes sense? :D

Okeh. no the size may have rendered you O.O that that doesnt makes sense
but it does to me, Its 640am, im squinting, i miss this man

and i want to really see him.

(congrats to me for finally coming back to jadelerieee and you too, for discovering a new post)

여행

2010-06-28T19:20:00.001+08:00

stares

2010-06-27T22:48:00.006+08:00

나 같은 사람 또 없어
There is no one like me

그쵸?
Is there?

떼인 돈 받아드립니다
Received bonus dividends.

Source: 이혁재 미니홈피
Translation by: ~♡ 혁-fied @ Sj-World.net

대~한민국!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-12T22:27:00.001+08:00

Korea vs Greece
2-0

대~한민국!!!!!!!!!

How things work for...me

2010-06-03T23:11:00.002+08:00

I havent met anyone else that i am very extremely comfortable with enough to talk/insult/confide/abuse/sayang altogether.

People i can safely say are my friends now are a part of this, a part of that.

Some i just want to feel their presence without having to kick up a conversation, and we're comfortable with ignoring each other.

Some i just cant help but abuse and insult but mean no harm.. REALLY.

And there are others where i dont actually have anything to say to them, but i just feel like sayang-ing and pampering them.

And a handful where i like to pull my seniority on them, and dish out nonsensical advice of... well.. life.

I dont know if there are others like me, but i do 'pick' friends. Im not the type that can just randomly meet another person in the same room, and start chatting and laughing like "hey we have something in common. FRIENDS!"

I take a loooooooonnnnnng long time to warmup to majority of the people who are actually in my circle now. And there are the minority where i instantly feel safe and very 'myself' around. Then there are these rare ones where i initiate friendship "Lets be Breastfriends!"

And there's also the few in which we're stuck together by something or someone, so its a no choice but become friends lor. These are the sort that i know bitch about me behind my back, but really, i can close both eyes one la.

So i was trying to sort out my 'friends' and really cant seem to think...where do i categorise Sim Yunjing???

We honestly dont have much to talk about with each other, but we're not entirely uncomfortable with the silence, i do feel very myself with her, will want to abuse yet sayang her. We're of course forced together by netball. But she's been around the most for me, in those reeeaaallly weird situations, like going with me to Bkk, and DOING A PHOTOSHOOT WITH ME. She is this and that, near and far. Its a headache really.

Convenient friend?
CONVENIENT FRIEND!

Convenient friend- Doesnt expect much, no pressure, ok with everything, fun is the priority.

HAHAHA! this is fun. Discriminating and labelling my 'friends'.

By the way, from this photoshoot that got us stucked together for 2days straight. I think ive learned much more about this bird.

She is the sort that says one thing, but secretly mean another, and she'll give you some nonsensical excuse (LOL). What happen was~

A bunch of us (me+her included) were to replace another bunch that wasnt up to standard in enthusiasm for the shoot, and after being informed abt that, she was like "maaan i hope they do well." alas they didnt, so in we go. And i expected everything and anything but enthusiasm from her. And our 'battery' even more.

That good until we were moved again to replace another group closer to the foreground. *facepalms*

How Convenient -_-

ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
what kinda friend do you think you're to me? :p

2010.05.29 02:16

2010-05-29T09:58:00.003+08:00

뮤직뱅크...2주연속 1위...
Music bank...won consecutively no.1 in two weeks...
엘프 아니었음 불가능했던...^^
If it weren't for ELF, it would've been impossible...^^
정말 진심으로 고마워요...
I'm really thankful from the bottom of my heart...
행복해서 눈물은 나는데...
I was so happy I shed tears...
이제 무대에서는 울지 않기로 다짐했어요^^
But now I don't cry on stage as promised ^^

Credit
Source: Lee Hyukjae's CY
Translated by denny_liz@sj-world.net

2년...

2010-05-23T19:48:00.001+08:00

2010-05-23T07:22:00.002+08:00

2010.05.22 토 06:07

내용1위 시켜 준 엘프에게 제대로 감사글 올리려고 했는데...
I really want to say a good thank you to the ELF who gave us the number 1 spot...
너무 졸려요...혼자 연습할게 좀 있어서...밤새고 지금 들어왔거든요ㅜ ㅜ
So sleepy...because when I practice alone...I would practice the whole night and only come back now ㅜ ㅜ
나중에 쓸께요....굿나잇!
I will write next time....Good night*!

*in korean english.

Source : 이혁재 미니홈피
From Korean to Chinese: sweet-2h.cn
From Chinese to English: ★//囧酥餅 @ SJ-WORLD.NET

WHAT THE.....

2010-05-22T02:09:00.002+08:00

WTH WTH WTH
WHAT THE TooooT!

OF ALL EVENTS FOR SUPER JUNIOR TO COME, IT HAS TO BE THIS SORT? OF ALL WAYS TO GET TICKETS IT HAS TO BE THIS WAY?! WHAT THE HELL SINGTEL.

T-T
FML. I SWORED NEVER TO USE THIS TERM [FML] BUT THIS SITUATION CALLS FOR IT. WHAT THE HELL SINGAPORE WHAT THE HELL SINGTEL WHAT THE HELL SM WHAT THE HELL GALAXY

FML. THIS MUCH.

https://www.singtelshop.com/preorderGalaxy/?utm_campaign=galaxys_launch&utm_medium=microsite_reservenow&utm_source=galaxys_microsite

Will be

2010-05-20T03:18:00.001+08:00

Ninja-ing for awhile...

@may

미인....너!!

2010-05-18T22:32:00.002+08:00

미인은.........너!!!!!!!
MiIn is………You!!!!!!!*

* meaning: The beautiful person is………you!!!!!!!

Diary Entry:

2010.05.17 월(2010.05.18 05:11)
다이어리 내용정말 3일이 하루처럼 지나갔다....
Seriously, 3 days went by like a day….
3일동안 네다섯시간쯤 잔 듯 하다...
I slept about 4,5 hours for last three days…
인기가요 끝나고 녹음 하나 마치고 오니 9시....
When I got home after finishing recording (radio, probably?) after InkiGayo, it was 9 o’clock….
잠깐 누워야겠다 하고 침대에 누웠는데...
I thought that I’ll lie down for a little bit…
눈떠보니 아침이네 ^^ 스타킹 가야지...
But when I woke up it’s morning^^ gotta go to StarKing…
일주일이 또 시작된다....화이팅!!!
Another week started…Hwaiting!!!

Photo Entry:

드디어 컴백!!!!!
Finally the comeback!!!!!
이상하게 정말 다시 데뷔하는 듯한 기분으로 출발...
Weird enough, I started off feeling like I’m making my debut…
떨려서 잠도 제대로 못 잘 정도 였으니까...
I couldn’t even sleep well due to the nervousness…
삼일동안 5시간? 이나 제대로 잤을려나?...ㅜ ㅜ
For last three days, I’ve slept about 5 hours? Not even sure…ㅜ ㅜ
살은 살대로 빠지고 무릎은 무릎대로 멍들고 잠 못자서 얼굴 쾡하고...
Lost quite a weight, my knee is full of bruises, and my face is full of tiredness…
정말 최악의 상황에서 최고의 무대를 만들기란 힘이 들었다.
It hard to have the best performance out of the worst situation you can get.
아쉬운 부분도 굉~~~~~~~장히 많았지만.......
Of course, there are a lot ~~~~~~~ of parts I could’ve done better…….
그냥 무대에 서는 순간 눈물이 핑 돌았다....잘 참았지만...^^
I just felt like crying when I was on stage….but I held it in…^^
이젠 그냥 무대에 멤버들이랑 서있는 모습만 봐도 눈물이 나는데...
Nowadays I get teary just by being on the stage with our members…
자리를 가득 메운 파란 풍선....울면 아이라인 번지니까 참았음...ㅋㅋ
The blue balloons that filled the audience….I held it in since my eyeline would be ruined if I cried…ㅋㅋ
좋은결과를 기대하는 것 당연하지만....
It’s obvious to wish for good results….
설사 그렇지 않더라도 후회없는 활동을 하고싶다.....
But even if it’s not, I still want to do activities without any regrets…..
누구보다 내가 서있는 무대 즐기고 싶고...
I want the enjoy the stage I’m on…
무대에서 가장 빛나는 내가 되고싶다......
I want to be the one who shines the most on the stage……
멤버들이 워낙 멋져서 다른 땐 별로 안 빛나니까...ㅋㅋ
Cause other times (other) members are too hot so I don’t shine as much…ㅋㅋ
그리고 정말 우리 엘프 보고싶었거든요....많~~~~이!!!^^
Oh and I really missed our E.L.F…..A~~~~LOT!!!^^
이렇게 자리지켜줘서...혹은 돌아와줘서...고마워요^^
Thank you… for keeping your place…or thank you for coming back^^
일 한번 내봅시다!!!!!
Let’s make something happen!!!!!
우리는!!!!! 슈퍼주니~~~~어에요!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We are!!!!! Super juni~~~~Or!!!!!!!!!!!!!

이렇게 전신이 나와야 웃기지ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
It’s funnier with the whole body shotㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
각도가 좀 그런가? 왜 다들 숏다리지?ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Is the angle bit bad? Why is everyone so short?ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

CREDITS
Source: 이혁재 미니홈피 (Lee Hyukjae Minihompy)
English Translation: Chrissy @ TwELFs.com

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Everytime he updates (which is rarely nowadays and im ok with that) i go a little haywire ^^
Follow HER
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Hyuk Pic Spam ^^

2010-05-18T00:12:00.003+08:00

When will i grow up?

2010-05-17T05:02:00.002+08:00

Im afraid if i sleep now...
I wont wake up....
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ON TIME FOR WORK!

Thanks to brazen Lee, i finally am doing something useful. Been a bum long enough. Im very useless IKL.

12-4pm. 4x5 hours of usefulness. ^^
But i'll have to RUSSSSH home on Friday for Mubank. I DONT CARE.
after so long i have sexiness on my tv and i will WATCH LIVE.

Did you guys watch Inki today?! I was way late, but omggg!!! WHAT WAS THAT!!! Inki cameramen are DA BOMB. KBS, MBC WATCH AND LEARN YOU TARDS. They captured ALL the IMPORTANT parts, they KNOW who to SHOOT. and they DONT do the uneccessary sway/shake/twirl thing.

Very please :D if only hyuk wasnt so covered. Too many layers ! xD

ok im gna watch inki one more quicky round and try to nap.
if anyone is crazy enough to read this before 12pm please gimme a wakeup call at 1030am OK!

and phua has my AlbumA :D

and @topazchris is stupid for not replying me.

100514 MUSICBANK 슈주COMEBACK.

2010-05-14T18:34:00.004+08:00

YEWON HOT ISSUE:

BOOM BOOM:

미인아 BONAMANA

Tried my best with CAPS, but it didnt do them justice ^^*

Getting ready for Sukira :D

YOU SHOULD BE

2010-05-14T01:14:00.003+08:00

DANCING ~~NAKED~~ W/O A SHIRT TOO!

*DIES*

I should add teuk's naked front in here, but then that would be

NIPPLE OVERDOSE!!!

and nc19

^Eunhyuk Message subbed^

LOL! if you realise, this 3 guys are the ones who went topless for 4jib ^^ Guess that makes them alot chummier with each other huh? *waggleseyebrows*

Cant get enough.

2010-05-13T19:16:00.006+08:00

*WARNING: NOT FOR WEAKHEARTED*

I have this NEED to make this post, or i'd be harrassing anyone in reach. Or keep sqeauling and talking to myself and PaQu.

This is a NEED:
*for most of the time if no names are mentioned, i AM TALKING ABOUT HYUK^^*

1. @0:31 : This will forever surprise me :D I expected something really, something from this "dandalanda.." part but never never have i expected FLAPPING and throwing up of hands right after cool walking. xD especially from Choi siwon HAHAHA good thing OML is at its last episode, SungMinwoo is so ruined. 하하하!! Ok if you think Siwon isnt that surprising, look for Yesung at the back. I seriously LOL!

2. @0:55 : PELVIC THRUST !!!! It is just :D that they put the Magnae smack right in our face, though it would have been even more epic if his white tee covered just a little lower so we could actually see his hip movements as clearly as what Eunhyuk and Donghae is presenting us [xㅠx] 진짜섹시!

3. @1:11 : Ryeowook! In all honesty, i thought this whole dance was made just for him! It was so ... ryeowook shi from 'Attack of The Pin up boys'. It was just so so RYEOWOOK YOU KNOW! and he even managed to look HOT+COOL+totally at ease with his dance part. 짱!!!!

4. @1:18 : Sungmin! I would set his Ace of Heart tee on fire if i could, his whole getup was so wrong its almost pervertic LOL. But it sort of made him sexy...ELVIS PRESLEY! Just look at how he 'opened and closed' *runsaway* ahhhhhhhh!

5. The jumps were nothing particularly impressive to me, except i imagine how much energy they must have used up to take a perfect jumpshot.

6. @1:27 : 내 가슴은 널 part was awwwwwww coool! the point, thrust, punch.. I LIKE! Though i would like to burn your skirt, but it also SORT OF make you sexy in a mysterious way. (wth!) Also the square off to the right, its is SO MUMMY LIKE LOL!

7. Chorus -_-..really? Sweeping the floor? meh... i was really expecting some idk, more pelvic thrust of perhaps chest pump. But i guess its alright if we have Jungsoo and his nipples ^^ (dont mind me)+mummy dance from Choi siwon at bonamana xD

8. Jealous of Hae fans for the 8sec close up shot + rose. GAH! his muscles!!!! its no wonder Hyuk was so eager to show him off at Sukira.

9. @2:12 : This walk is so awfully familiar where did it orginate from? Gag? But anyway, Donghae and Sungmin Does it SO WELL! Tsk at hyuk, got pushed to the back :p Plus love how Sungmin and Ryeowook are always thrown tgt back to back like that. Sorry sorry, Its you , now this ^^

10. @3:00 : [이특] 난 드디어 미칠거야 폭발해 버릴 거야 - NEED I SAY MORE?! Just dance without the jacket already! + spy hyuk's point behind him ^^ SO STRAIGHT.

11. @3:07 : EPIC PART FOREVER [은혁] 오 진짜 미칠거야 누가 좀 말려봐 봐- OH I WILL really go crazy but dont stop :) . Finally ♥ sweeeeet~

12. @3:22 : " *crack!!* Adorable English :D + Fierce = AWWW KYUUUU

13. @3:30 : [예성] 기다린다 미인아 - Will you just look at the way he said gidarinda? SO CUTE! like he's arguing with his mom about something. xD

14. @3:32 : KEEP YOUR EYES ON LEADERSHI ! "Step to me Step to me" *JAWDROPS* that intensity, the way he throws his body into that one solid move, that naked front. Seriously this is my 2nd favourite epic moment. His abs is.... *SIGH* 비씨 미안하다 -ㅅ- *SHIPSTEUAKABS* wished they'd do that part again for "sign to me"

15. @3:46 : WHAT! WHAT?! WHAAAAAAAAAAT! THIS TERRIFIC! KYUMAKNAEDANCING!!! He really IS coming up! :D +love it when hyuk puts in some facial expression ^^ pay pay pay pay close attention to the dance cut choreo! that super quick steps is :O and the 'stretch pump stretch pump' is AWESOME, hyuk's arms, idk all i can see is him! *burnsskirt*
And Shindong is awesome for being as 'light' and quickfooted as them!!!

16. @4:04 : Close up of gorgeous face, 널!

17. @4:15 : '거란다' Indian/Malay move :D

EPIC-CITY!!
:D

Eunhyuk's little message for your support ^^
With Sungmin bothering him LOL?

SEE! HYUKMIN/EUNMIN/SUNGHYUK IS REAL
(will put up subs when someone does ^^)

+Take a look at Bonamana Album A+Poster+Card and get yours NAO!

떨리지 :|

2010-05-13T13:27:00.003+08:00

2010.05.13 11:38

......this is weird why am i so nervous?....
......이상하다 왜케 떨리지?....
it's definitely like when I first debut...
꼭 데뷔 할 때 같이...
the good kind of nervous feeling....an unusual feeling...
기분좋은 떨림....남다른 마음가짐...
i want to do activities without regrets.
후회없이 활동하고 싶다.
this is not something i'm just saying (casually)....i really miss you*...little blue ones..
그냥하는 소리 아니고....정말 보고싶어요...파랭이들..
i miss the blue wave too and...and the hair raising screams**...
파란물결도 그립고...소름끼치는 함성소리도...
everyone do you miss me too?
여러분도 내가 보고싶어요?

* could mean i want to see you
** he don't mean it in a bad way.

source; hyukjae's cy
translated by; carolyn @ sj-world.net

Ack! im nervous too!
Mubank tmr at 4.50PM (Sg Time, @kbsw channel 115)

Because the whole dance looks really difficult,
I hope they warm up and stretch properly before performing.
All that squatting up and down can really kill your knees.

화이팅!

THIS!!! xD

I havent said this, but i feel like this whole choreo is made for Ryeowook! LOL Eternal Magnae looks completely comfortable with this, *thinks back to their movie* attackon the pinup boys.

Hope you'll Step to me

2010-05-12T08:57:00.003+08:00

Step to me.

SM has just signed in on their YT Channel.
And i dont know what they're waiting for..
{*JUSTUPLOADALREADY!*}

*WARNING: NOT FOR WEAKHEARTED*

You still here? :D
its bizaare they suddenly launch into this sort of choreo, its so quirky i dont even know how to describe it! but It works IT WORKS. HALLELUJAH!

and even as i highly doubt you are...
while you're waiting with me, take a peep at this video that will just show you why some thousands of people declare themselves ELFs even as their friends/relatives question their sanity.

How we choose to ignore snide remarks and just focus on supporting this group of SUPERS.

I want someone like that i can call a friend, i want a group like that i can call my friends. T^T

That was so bloody not acting, i dont get why there are even antis.
{if Kangin were to ever come on KSJ and tell his story, TSUNAMI I TELL YOU}

My 19th birthday account ^ㅠ^

2010-05-10T00:42:00.005+08:00

Today was rather surprising,

Honestly, i thought i was gna spend a dull sad day in church where no one else but my small group knew that it was my birthday. Secretly hoping for a gift or 2. But yaaaahhhhhh.

The day started off rather dull, with no birthday greetings from my own family (except daddy who sent an sms) but thats fine, i didnt say happy mothers day either.

And I wasnt even expecting to see anyone but ohminhee and topazchris today, was rather upset when saisirlejour said she was busy. Also upset that ohminhee didnt say "Happy Birthday" the moment we met, but was at least grateful she came down to accompany me.

Then the first person i saw in Sukorean was Ymeiling, then a bird and was kinda surprised. When they made me sit one seat away from Ymeiling saying that it was her 'boyfriend's' seat, i was kinda offended by this 'intruder' who turned out to be saisirlejour who acted a bit strange that i guess was supposed to pass of as 'surprise' at seeing me there.

And then they were all like pissing me off "why are you here?" "how come you're here". Like i stalked them -_- . Horrible actors.

when i asked why we got the room we were in, someone said "because we asked for 7seats". So of course i *Ding!* confirmed their low class acting and secretly felt better. So i happily commented on the utensils "WANT TO STEAL THEM HOME!", Ymeiling: "Liz go korea and got me those" *while touching her utensils next to her plate* and what do i see but a plastic cake knife? -_-

GIRLS, I PLAYED ALONG FROM HERE ON.
"YA GOT PUNK'D" MUAHAHAHAHAH.

At first when saisirlejour tried to get me out of the room, i was annoyed. then *DING!* lol.

And i was even more surprised that the fungi that's been Mia-ing turned up too. Though she was kinda a mood damper, being a fungi and all. HAHA.

THANKS la!
My 7years of friendship grp of people.
Hope we never get sick of seeing each other la!

Next time I PLAN A SURPRISE PARTY.
ASK ME TO ACT! Not Saisirljour please!

Thankyou~
^ㅠ^

Min is happy that im 19 &Hyuk is crushed that my day is over.
ㅋㅋㅋ

Hey shorty its your birthday!

2010-05-09T02:04:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 19TH
VALERIE NG

in no particular order:

They are so....heavenly.

Before i really get too old for this...

2010-05-09T00:15:00.000+08:00

100 Qns Memes:

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?- On My right shoulder which ive come to acknowledge as my third convenient nipple for the future (*cough*). Got it via a tragic ball game -_-.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR BEDROOM?- i hardly have walls with all that shelves and cupboards. Oh yea, i scrnprinted 2 pictures SuperJunior Eunhyuk ^^ On a very small available space.

3. WHAT DOES YOUR MOBILE PHONE LOOK LIKE?
- a fake Blackberry.

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
- Kaaaay-pop

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
- do you?

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
- An apartment and job in Seoul.

7. WHO DO YOU MISS?
- no one. i dont miss people. ok..i miss SuperJunior's Hangeng, Kangin &Kibum.

8. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOUR OR HAS A CRUSH ON YOU?
- My 6 year old mutt.

9. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU KISSED?
- I dont even kiss my parents (unless they force me to), i dont kiss i dont hug people. i dont like skinship, unless im VERY comfortable w the person.

10. WHAT’S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
- Ng Jinting Valerie... so Jinting?

11. THE BEST TV SHOW EVER CREATED:
- Super Junior EHB

12. THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO?
- Cookie, "EAT FINISH YOUR RICE!"

13. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
- No if i know there's someone w me, yes after ive watched a pscho/horror movie.

14. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
- i. dont. cry.

15. WHAT IS YOUR AVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
- eh.. deodrant[??] people like me dont wear perfumes.

16. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOUR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
- Oh as long as its what SuperJunior Eunhyuk's donning.. 짱! ^^

17. WOULD YOU RATHER BE SMART OR FUNNY?
- Smart, because Anchovy is smart but we all find him rather funny, so smart and funny must be co-related. If you're smart, you're funny. Or maybe you should just be Eunhyuk.

18. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
- Tea.

19. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PIZZA TOPPING?
- crust.

20. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
- Chocolate ice cream, i can and am in fact eating as i fill this out, Never ever turn down body's crave for foooood.

21. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON WHO MADE YOU MAD?
- i dont remember, i never stay mad for long, unless im REALLY mad to the point i bear a grudge against you. But lets just put down sbs transit busdrivers, because they make me mad everyday i step out the house.

22. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
- Korean? HAHAHAHAHAHA aahhhhh-nnyeooonngg~!

23. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
- ehh... breast milk when im just born? Should be the first gift ever.

24. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
- King Sejong for hanggul.

25. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
- whaaat?

26. FAVOURITE CLOTHING BRAND?
- I change all the time. Right now, its Evisu.

27. WHAT’S YOUR DREAM CAR?
- Jeeeeeeep

28. WHAT COLOUR IS IT?
- Yellow

29. WHAT’S YOUR FAVOURITE KIND OF EXERCISE?
- Shaking leg

30. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
- What is love and how do you fall into it anyway?

31. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
- I dont express myself well, but if i bother to keep in touch, keep us on soeaking terms, thats it.

32. WRITE A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
- 8

33. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
- OH BLONDE. [JESSICA, JONGHYUN, LEETEUK, HONGKI, NICHKHUN...]

- 34. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
- I dont call people, they (annoyingly) call me even when i clearly SAID NOT TO.

35. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
- People eating MY food out of MY bowl without MY permission.

35. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF YOUR COUNTRY? WHERE DID YOU GO? WHAT PLACE DID YOU LIKE BEST?
- Been to Australia, Malaysia, Thailand, Phuket and Bintan...Bintan.

36. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
- Cannot express myself well.

37. FRIES/CHIPS, RICE OR BEANS?
- chips

38. FIRST JOB?
- Data entry

39. EVER PRANK CALLED SOMEONE?
- I remember before our family moved to Aus, i pranked called 911, "hello, GOT FIRE LEH!" *hangsup*

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
- Looking for this.

41. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
- eh. BREAST REDUCTION. or should just go all out and swtich gender? JOKING OBVIOUSLY stop ratting to my mum.

42. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS MEME?
- Because i turned 19 and i probably wont do it when i turn 20

43. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
- Now that i think about it.... NO ONE EVER COMPLIMENTS ME! wth.

44. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
- Its not?

45. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
- An apartment, job and one way ticket to Seoul

46. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
- How many did hyuk want?

47. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
- Someone also called Valerie

48. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
- *ROLLSEYES*

49. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVOURITE?
- Little? they fit in my nostrils best.

50. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
- that would be Qn14) when that last person made me cry. but apparently i. dont. cry.

51. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
- It never stays the same. and i type more then i write.

52. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?
- i Like steak/beef for brkfast and dinner too.

53. ANY BAD HABITS?
- Im a walking bad habit

54. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
- what era is this, i dont own cds anymore.

55. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
- No. i'd probably be an unsociable 'another person' too.

56. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
- I never know whats a secret and im always the last to know anyway, and by that time its not a secret anymore.

57. DO LOOKS MATTER?
- Just look like hyuk.

58. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
- Let it eat me up inside.

59. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
- First is my bed upstairs, second would be my seat in front of PaQu dwnstairs.

60. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
- No. My trust is as limited as how many people ive actually let in into my life. Im very selfish with my trust. Thats why i dont make friends easily. And when i do, i dont let you go easily either.

61. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TOY AS A CHILD?
- cabbage doll [??] i rmb i had this one doll that could drink and pee, and i soend everyday making her do just that.

62. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR MOBILE PHONE?
- lazy to check.

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
- no....i try not to...and i think im better now :) right?

64. DO YOU KNOW ANYONE FAMOUS?
- no. if they were famous i dont think id have known.

65. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
- whats that?

66. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A PLACE TO LIVE?
- Lots of windows.

67. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
- val, jadelerie, FANTASTIC

68. HOW MANY HATS DO YOU OWN? WHAT'S YOUR HAT SIZE?
- ohohoh^^ currently 3. 7 1/4.

69. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
- not unless its sportshoes. Would never be able to get them off w/o untying.

70. WERE YOU UPSET ABOUT STEVE IRWIN DYING?
- who?

71. WHAT’S YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
- MILK TEA. but usually i eat only chocolate and nothing else.

72. ARE YOU LAZY?
- no. I am Valerie

73. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AT THE MOMENT?
- 것지말-GOD, You make me crazy- Tara, NU ABO-fx, 미인아-SJ (ALREADY :p)

74. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE BAND?
- Super Junior

75. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
- 1 NAO

76. DO YOU WANT TO GO ANYWHERE SPECIAL THIS YEAR?
- Seoul, thankyou

77. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
- Weitoriya Weitoriya da li da la dou~!

78. LAST THING YOU ATE?
- Fries.

79. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
- no one. ever.

80. WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT YOURSELF IN THE MORNING?
- Good bed hair.

81. FAVOURITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG:
- Though provoking? Sorry (dear daddy) - fx

82. FAVOURITE TWO THINGS TO HATE:
- *AHEM* and JYP

83. FAVOURITE DRINK:
- TEH-BENG

84. FAVOURITE ZODIAC SIGN
- Pisces, go figure

85. SPORTS YOU LIKE TO WATCH?
- Track and field.

86. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOUR?
- cant see, no mirror

87. EYE COLOUR?
- cant see no mirror

88. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
- when i need to

89. SIBLINGS?
- One very annoying 어니. who doesnt act like one, and we never really like to have anything to do with one another.

90. FAVOURITE MONTH(s)
- April. go figure

91. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
- ABSOLUTELY. and i cant understand why hyuk does not :(

92. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
- Oh My lady

93. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
- dont have one. everyday is shit.

94. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
- I CANT EVEN CONTACT HIM!

95. SUMMER OR WINTER?
- WInter for the fashion, but im really afraid of the cold.

96. KISSES OR HUGS?
- Touch me and die

97. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE-NIGHT STANDS?
- im sure huk would choose relationship^^

98. WHO IS YOUR FAVOURITE CELEBRITY?
- I have too many, just know they all korean blooded.

99. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ASK YOU ON A DATE?
- Eunhyuk :( WHAT! true!

100. BOOKS YOU'D LIKE TO SEE TURNED INTO A FILM?
- ALL OF CHEON-SA's

And i am nineteen thankyou.
I just discovered onioning. ask me more? ^^

4집-미인아 Teaser Caps

2010-05-07T12:31:00.013+08:00

Caps were bloody hard to take -_-
couldnt catch quite alot of members.

And if the editting is crap, its because im halfawake
(not yet brushedteeth, have pi sai in my eyes)

Teaser came out today ^^
LUCKILY, caught @special1004's "11" tweet before i went to sleep.

So just like what i guessed, teaser came out at 11AM KST.
-_- seriously, excitement first thing you wake up is not very healthy.

NAO.... We have to wait till 13th/14th *dies*
Leadershi wins hands down for this teaser ^^

And hyuk, much as i dont want to say, LOL he looks like a housefly with those shades upclose, but still! Smokin hot in your Live Kills SLEEVLESS TEE.

i didnt see Kibum though :( i thought he did participate in mv filming?
blah...

nao i shall go and catch up on sleep -_-
Hop on to tweeter now (the rest if you!) 3 of the Supertwitters are active right now! ^^

edit// seems like i could have made them bigger. TSK

PROOF THAT AWESOME STUFF SHOULD NOT BE RELEASED AT 11AM KST > 10AM Singapore time is ALL IN THIS POST.

미인아>미이나>이미나
what.the.hell -_-

아무 표현도 필요 없죠

2010-05-06T10:58:00.002+08:00

나의 그대인걸요 나에겐 영원한걸요.

Not updating means only one thing.

D-R-A-M-A-S ^^

Absolutely Loving Personal Tase/Preference.
and i just hit ep10 ealier this week. arghhhhh

So moved on to Oh My Lady from ep6
First part from there had me laughing already LOL
Sung Min woo [Siwon] and Ahjumma are good chemistry tgt ^^

Im not even bothering to start on Cinderella Sisters since they're alr on kbsw.
its a very annoying stressful show. you'll be >:[ thru out.

headache -_-

ahh well, because of dramas, (unlike for SJ) i totally missed the whole f(x) teaser concept pics/vids/song/mv and when i finally paid attention, the whole MV for Nu ABO is out.

make up+ hair = WHAT DID THEY DO TO YOU?!
*shootsmakeup/hairstylists*

Amber! -_- Keep your cap on.
At least Luna is safe (barely), clothes still does not fit nor complements her body!!!

But i love Nu ABO, (and Sorry Dear daddy-its gooooood).
though its reeeaaalllly different frm Lachata and chu~.

But yay, new songs in ipod!

Now tomorrow, 7thMay is TEASER VID FOR SJ!!!!! AHHHHHH !!!

AND THEN 13th and 14th!!!
i am so sitting my butt down on 14th to get Sukira caps.
10 BOYS IN SMALL STUDIO WITH ALOT OF MUSCLE RIGHT AFTER MUBANK PERF.
*hopesthesweatdoesntdrytoofast^^*

My life is currently on tentherhooks (??) untill they finally comeout fully -_-
Very nice birthday present.

BACK TO OH MY LADY~

Start...

2010-05-05T10:32:00.004+08:00

2010.05.05 04:37

아무도 신경쓰지 않는 일이 될지도...아무것도 아닐 수 있는 일일수도...
This might even be something that no one cares about...or it might not be nothing...

그래도 적어도 우리만큼은 긴 고민 끝에 내린 결정.
Nevertheless at least the decision puts an end to our long agony.

기사하나에 모든 내용과 우리의 진심을 다 담을 순 없다.
We can't put all details and our true feelings in each news article.

하지만 역시 수많은 얘기가 오고간다.
But as expected there's a lot of talk going around.

모두 예상했던대로........
It was all expected........

우리 또한 웃을 수만은 없지만....최선의 선택이었다고 믿는다.
We can't just smile....but we believe it was the best choice.

그리고 절대 멈추지 않는다....아니..멈춰선 안된다.
And we don't ever stop....no..we can't stop.

우릴 믿고 기다려 준 누군가를 위해서...
For anyone who believe in us and waited for us...

힘든시간 견뎌 온 누군가를 위해서...
For anyone who endured the tough times...

지금 또한 이 기사와 사진을 보고 또 가슴아파 할 누군가를 위해서...
For anyone whose heart still hurts each time they look at this news article and
pictures...

멈출 수가 없다......다시 한번 '시작'이란 단어를 마음에 새긴다.
We can't stop......I'm going to engrave the word 'START' in my heart once again.

Original Source. 이혁재 미니홈피
Translated by. GAIA at SJ-WORLD.NET

I found my....

2010-05-03T11:42:00.001+08:00

GAY BEST FRIEND

MY CULLEN

n my life is perfect.

Red is new IN xD

2010-05-01T09:09:00.002+08:00

Clean haircut doesnt need attention^^

Because i love his clean cut hair.
*drools @jawline+neck*
Wants to sink my teeth in there. LOL!

Also, hip hop hyuk is cool.
&i hate what they did to shindong's hair >:E

uhm....

2010-04-30T16:20:00.002+08:00

Im lost, help me.
haha.

Ok just 4 days and my life is upside down...
MINHUI WHAT DD YOU DOOOOOO.

Leadershi has join twitter, i can guess who's next
(PLEASE I BEG YOU, dont dont dont dont)

and starhub has jumble up everything and now 173 which was so fitting for kbsw has become 115.. TSK. so inconvenient.

BUT there's a tvN channel that is kpop-centric! :D
waaaahhhhhh so goooood.
Is this trial period or something?

bah, my life is a mess now,
so i need to go readjust >:E

meeting with 21 tmr!

Shindong cuteness

2010-04-25T01:08:00.002+08:00

Sukira Transcripts :

100418
Shindong consulting a fortune telling regarding weight loss

Leeteuk: Although our Shindong is chubby, he has his own personal style. Therefore he was in a dilemma, whether to slim down or not. So, he went to a fortune teller, and when the fortune teller saw him, he said to him angrily...

Eunhyuk: "What, you are so skinny already, and you still want to slim down!" This means that he should be more chubby, and he is very skinny already. This also gave him more confidence, that he is already quite skinny, and shouldn't be worried about it.

Leeteuk: Yea, he is very good in this condition.

100422
4Jib MV behind the scenes

Eunhyuk: Recently, when we were shooting our MV in the studio, Big Bang was coincidentally shooting their japanese MV in the room beside us. When we were eating dinner, Shindong ate finished our meals, and went to Big Bang's room and ate their rice also. He came back showing off Big Bang's curry rice was very tasty. We also wanted to try it, but were too embarrassed. Sorry, Big Bang.

Leeteuk: No, they had finished eating. Shindong ate their leftovers, so embarrassing.

Eunhyuk: Yea, it was so funny.

Leeteuk: Wash dishes for others.

Source: Kim Seohye's CY
Translation: (L) @ SJ-WORLD.NET

AWWW how cute!
Bbang x Suju

Advice from the wise.

2010-04-24T00:45:00.003+08:00

2010.04.23 Friday 23:27

..모기가 호랑이 등에 앉아 피를 빨아먹었다..
..A mosquito sat on a tiger's back and sucked his blood..

..모기는 자기가 호랑이를 정복했다며 기뻐했다..
..The mosquito felt good because he had conquered the tiger..

..하지만 호랑이는 신경도 쓰지않는다..
..But the tiger didn't even care..

..이게 바로 고수와 하수의 차이라고나 할까?..
..Isn't this the difference between a master and an amateur?..

..작은거에 반응하지말기를..
..Don't react to the little things..

Source: Jungsoo's Minihompy
Translated by ♥ jubee ♥ @ sjworld.net

OMG Q___Q I WANT YOUUUU

2010-04-23T03:45:00.004+08:00

Olympus Pen E-pl 1
Q___Q

Our tragic fate.

Pictures belong to Cheeserland
http://cheeserland.com/2010/03/the-complete-guide-to-slr-camwhoring/

It doesnt help that you cost a freakin 1000+bucks,
I dont deserve.

&That Lee Donghae owns your brother.

@6:44

its bulky?
i love bulky.

when there's fab hair.

2010-04-22T17:33:00.001+08:00

there'll be fab comebacks!
*swoons* @Sungmin's hair

Also. Jang Geun Seok is coming ~ ^^

정말희님 .

2010-04-22T04:29:00.005+08:00

really heenim.

Wherever he goes, chaos ensues LOL.

He has since resurrected his twitter account as
HEEDICTATOR

http://twitter.com/heedictator

How they ever come up with such names in english,
i can guess, [really really only guess].

"
@Heedictator: 난 잔다ㅋㅋ 언제 그만둘지 모르니 너무 기대는 하지마삼 뭐가 뭔지 하나도 모르겠네ㅋㅋ
@twelfs: {TRANS} I'm going to sleepㅋㅋ Don't have your hopes high as i don't know when i'm gonna quit. I'm not getting anythingㅋㅋ "

aww
^^gimmick or not,
it still is nice to see them tweeting each other when they would have been like in the next room or just a level above each other.

Boys... ㅋㅋㅋ
아기야 ^ㅠ^

and stop teasing us about 사집 already ! *fumes*

Why he came back:

Watching Donghae sitting on the floor continuously tweeting
Delightfully giving explanations of this and that
Sudden urge to use Twitter (-┏)
마루에서 동해가 계속 트위터 하는 모습을 보며
이것저것 설명을 해주며 해맑게 쳐웃는데
急트위터가 하고 싶다(-┏)

This guy's inconsistency..
이놈의 기복..

Ah, then I'll have to make a new ID (-┏)
아 근데 아이디를 새로 만들어야하네(-┏)

Source: Heenim's Cyworld.
Translated by: Cinderella @ Sj-World.net

at the same time Donghae was whining on his own cy.
SO CUTE

as Twelfs say..

2010-04-21T19:58:00.006+08:00

1 member per day.
& i am slowly growing suspicious that its a sajib gimmick.

ahh not that its wrong or anything,
but all along i was hoping that the members were coming on twitter themselves, ie, NOT LINKED TO SM.

but there.... :/

Here's Heenim for you :)

I made this just for the sake of making one..
But how to use this (-┏)
만들긴 만들었는데.. 이거 뭘
어떻게 하는거지(-┏)

Me who is behind the fashion
유행에 늦는 나

Me who dont have Iphone..
There is nothing like background music..
There is nothing like handwriting..
There is nothing like Ilchon*..
i폰도 아닌데 난..
배경음악 못까나..
글씨체 없나..
일촌 이런거 없나..

http://twitter.com/hee18
* friends on cyworld, only those whom you add as your ilchon can leave comment on your cyworld's first page, see/read the entries/photo that you set as private

source : 김희철 미니홈피
translated by evanesco@sj-world.net

5HOURS LATER.
RIP Hee18 LOL.
(and this is why we love him)

And that makes its 54FOUR Super Accounts.
(henry still hasnt been confirmed)

~~slowly losing enthusiasm alr. 미안....~~
Enthu UP AGAIN. ^^

feeling down?

2010-04-21T03:06:00.001+08:00

Smiling now? ^^
SHOULD be renamed as Cute Kangin with kids :D

HOMGzzzzzz

2010-04-20T16:40:00.004+08:00

You have changed your hairstyle twice in the span of what 2? 3? months? are you possibly changing it again??

Black? and Bangs?

For what little hair you have...
ahhh the antzy assy

A possible 4jib concept has alr been leaked online.
and we SURE are happy lol.

Oh For the love of.

2010-04-20T14:21:00.003+08:00

@Choi_SW is legit...
*facepalm* and to think i tweeted such nonsense to him -_-

ShinsFriends : @Choi_SW 어머 시원이꺼 진짜인줄 몰랐네!! 시원이 맞네요 ㅎㅎ
Twelfs (TRANS} : @Choi_SW Omo didn't know it really SiWon's account!! It IS SiWon ㅎㅎ

ShinsFriends 트친소 -----> @Choi_SW 4번째멤버입니다 드디어 4명이나!!!! 시원 만이들 추가해주셤용 ㅎㅎㄹ
Twelfs : {TRANS} IntroducingFriendthroughTwitter -----> @Choi_SW the 4th member Finally 4!!!! pls follow him everyone ㅎㅎㄹ

Ok Mr Choi is apparently TRULY nice -_-
GO and get your twitter acc nao.

거짓말

2010-04-19T22:45:00.001+08:00

Good song is good.

Struck LOTTO!

2010-04-19T16:07:00.005+08:00

No wonder they said patience is a virtue.

Was pretty bummed that i wouldnt be able to see Eunhyuk's bestfriend when he he'd be in my MOTHERland on my birthday month. Ticket pricings are pretty wtf.

But look! I may be able to just see and suck in a round of DBSK dna afterall!

The Perfect Noble Event

Apparently this organisation loves us asian schoolers very much :)

So they're planning on subsidizing $50(usual price is $120) for us. I would much prefer the other way round, but beggars cant be choosers.

All you need to do is:

Email the following details to info@perfectnoble.com for activation and we will provide information to pick up the tickets;

a. Full name as stated on your student pass.

and yu get a confirmation mail and then you go pick up your tickets on first come first serve basis. [Time to get out of the house =.=]

Im not sure why they love us so but check out http://www.perfectnoble.com/Perfect_Noble/Event.html

for more details, &dont point fingers that im lying *huff*

really good things come to those who wait. ^^

AND OHMYGOD WHY ARE YOU ALL NOT ON TWITTER YET? GET YOUR NUNCHUCKS SUNGMIN BABY IS ON TWITTER!!!!!!! THAT MAKES IT WHAT? THE 5TH SUPERTWITTERACCOUNT ALREADY! *SOBS* TWITTER.COM I HATE YOU VERY MUCH.

and @Choi_Sw is following me back after i followed him *suspicious* and this was what i tweet @ him "@Choi_SW why are you following me? Dont follow me! you'll only make me doubt you T^T " after finding out @myblacksmile is legit

as you can see im highly agitated nao, AND WHEN IS ONGBIMBO COMING BACK?! SO MUCH HAPPENED WHEN BIMBOHIGHNESS IS OUT OF COUNTRY!!!! *BAWLS*

My Wife.

2010-04-18T19:11:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
JESSICA JUNG

I can give you up if its him =^^=
*Best couple*

sophisticated

Bimbotically-shy

stuckuply-HOT

My Angel.

HAHAHAHA. omg.
She's my number 1 girl [!!!]

The saddest thing is to forget.

2010-04-17T18:59:00.003+08:00

A mail came up in my inbox awhile ago..
And i hesitated mouse hovering over 'delete'
hesitated before i came here.

Today..17th April.
Today is Kim Wee's birthday isnt it?

A senior from school,
Someone i remembered for his big clear eyes,
also remembered because of the government's Wee Kim Wee.
Remembered how smart he looked in his NPCC uniform.

Remembering all the good things about him.

Though, were nothing more then schoolmates,
nothing more then a smile while passing by the corridors.
Nothing more then a friend's friend's friend.
Might even be considered strange to be writing this...

but

Let's not forget his presence in our lives,
Let's not ignore and pretend.
It may be painful, but its more regretful and painful to forget..

right?
^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
KIM WEE

YehVoice

2010-04-15T02:50:00.003+08:00

Hair raisingly good.

What is a good song/good singer?
Honestly, i dont know. I cant differentiate quality songs from non-quality songs. I would never catch a singer going off key, because, what do i know about keys and musical notes?

Nothing.

I judge songs by my preference. as long as it isnt too noisy, high pitch, gratingly low. In which alot of those America Idols are. my lard, they sing LOUD and they sing OPERA. The first and only American idol finalist that perked my ears was Eliott yamin [Wait for you].

So really, if you recommend me songs, and im not interested, it doesnt mean i look down on your taste in music. Its really just me.

And Yehvoice, i usually fine his songs cruciatingly slow and boring. But this, this is something.
I got the goosebumps.

And isnt it so cute that he's a fan of Moon girl? ^^

Oh yes, I didnt mention, but Ive a wordpress solely for my kpop rantings ^^ http://hyukquake.wordpress.com . For when i find spazz worthy pictures/news (which is rather often) and sometimes there's too many and i dont wna crowd my blog. SO if i havnt updated here, i'll be sure to have at least a post or 2 up there.

I Miss this

2010-04-14T15:04:00.001+08:00

Probably one of their hottest performance.
Deadly in sync, sensual and totally into the music.

Not to forget complete....

Take Care of My Girlfriend (Say No)

2010-04-14T11:14:00.001+08:00

uhm..짱!

&&&...
so NOT digging Lee Hyori's Chitty chitty bang bang,
it looks like a lot of work, but really ahhh.
its.... blah.

and it sounds like a fusion of Party People and Free Lady.
nothing against that.. But this is something really unexpected.

Swing isnt half as bad, but the MV freaks me out.
lol TING! DONT WATCH!

im bored these days,
Wna do those lame quizzes we used to do in sec1.. anyone can point me in that direction? Or maybe throw me some hard questions about myself to stimulate my brain please.

Getting stupid here.

Hello ^ㅠ^

2010-04-13T11:05:00.003+08:00

Dork at the beginning ^ㅠ^

JAYDAY
24/4

This grandpa... sure knows the right song for the right moment.
and whaaaat ? no abs?

HYPE NATION

고고고! ^ㅠ^

living in the moment.

2010-04-12T15:12:00.011+08:00

SS2Philippines' fancams are 대박!
well almost!

My live is on hold now LOL.
until i get all those vids dl-ed and stuffed into my Ipod.

not many HQ hyuk pictures, but since its the last show ㅠ.ㅠ
i decided to save all member's HQ pictures. So now i have tons of shiabs, haebreasts, and Yedork. ㅎㅎㅎ

And i didnt know but now i do, that Sj and bb is having their comeback around the same time? which is just so exciting! Of course again im dreading those YG vs SM thing, which is just a load of rubbish. A whole better-than-your-fandom replay. But think about it! 2 awesome groups working their cute butts on stage means awesomeness x2! Which is just like The Rock coming up against Hulk Hogan. ^^ The 2greatest and well-loved wrestlers, who are also really supportive of each others ass.

ahhh who knew, id have been an avid wwe fan, dream of pro-wrestling and insist on going to the states t meet Mr Magmahon(??). HAHA

Of course i'd want Sj to triumph again, but i like and respect Big bang too. And i should think that even if your favourite artist/group doesnt get number one, what does it matter really? As long as your favourite is the best in your heart, WHICH no polls, awards, much less opinions of others could affect you or change your mind.

I dont care what anyone say, Ok honestly i do care, because it obviously hurts when people rain insults on my favourite boy and all i want to do is cover his eyes and ears. But i dont care enough that he's ranking in my heart will change.

Screw them all, Eunhyuk is my number 1, and Super Junior comes along in the package.

-and i thank the person with his/her perverted idea of throwing the thongs and boxers on stage. ^^ Halleluyah!i have never laugh louder watching how he dropped the thongs like hot cakes the moment he registered that it was a freaking t-h-o-n-g in his hands. And also the boxers moment when Heenim, of all things, wore a pair on his head -.- and so our yadong-없어요 boy was backing away from him, pointing and shaking his head saying what i imagine to be : "형...안돼..you cant.." ^^-

**EDIT AHHHHHHH

Come May, you guys can all throw those YG comments at me, and i'll just smile sweetly while secretly thinking what an ass of a kpop fan you are. ^^

ahh.. the anticipation. Even more excited for it then my birthday!

And because ive never seen Bigbang on Mubank as a group, this really adds on to my itchyass-ness.

Anyway PEOPLE.
My wanting to go Korea, should not have to be a joke to you guys.

Yes i initally wanted to go Korea because of Super junior.
DUH.

Super Junior introduced kpop, kculture and heck! even klanguage(hanggul) to my tiny little cannot-even-be-seen-on-map world, this mudane life of studying and studying. Id like to do something with this one chance at life thankyou.

And with KBSworld, kpop and gorgeous boys aside, i have fallen in love with South Korea itself. I love the way they have this culture of elderly respect, the 형/누나/오빠/어니/동생relationship. I love the sunny/rainy/snowy days there that ive only seen thru KBSworld/ YT.

I love how the exterior of buildings are as chic as the interior, I love how seafood is generally cheap there. I love their fashion. I love how their CFs are creative unlike Singapore's seriously! go YT it out. the difference is HUMONGOUS! Anyone caught the ad that actually tried to promote shinee in Singapore?

I love their language, i love their little alphabets. seriously, if singapore had an official language that looks as cute as hangul, studying would be a whole lot cuter.

I have been pissed off by almost everyone. To the point im lying so much, almost like its a taboo for the K word to leave my mouth.

Now that the last of level1 hangul lesson has ended, im hoping Minhui'll want to continue on to level2. I should think that it is only fridays that i actually relax and let my lips loose.

I will get out of this hell hole.

Not and End but And

2010-04-11T23:44:00.004+08:00

Precious ones that brought us the AWESOME
SUPER SHOW TWO

Super Show 2 is over...
And am i so glad that i was part of it even if only once.

I can still remember the very feeling that surged through the 163cm 49kg me in the stadium when the opening vcr ended and fireworks just went off and off continously with the members popping up one by one, ALL OVER THE PLACE.

and it was so impossible to keep still, whirling right, left, left, right and even one big round to catch a glimpse of all of them.

and the very moment my eyes landed on that one person...wah. broken water tap. T^T

And because im either a very not party/concert person or inexperienced, i was really a 돌(stone). And by the time i eventually warmed up and started to really join in the fun, end of encore. T.T

attending the concert will only make you a more gungho elf, convert non-elf into ELF, make you NEED to go for SUPER SHOW 3.

And you bet your ass ill be making sure i suck another round of DNA then ^^

Ano Ba Yan???
아노 바 얀???

Bling Bling Jonghyun ^^

2010-04-08T13:09:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
SHINEE BLING BLING JONGHYUN!

SurryJong^^

04/04/10

2010-04-03T23:00:00.000+08:00

^^God Bless You.

jayhyuk interaction ^^

2010-04-02T00:49:00.002+08:00

It is true

2010-04-01T01:39:00.002+08:00

when they say,
that love comes when you least expect it.

♥

In other words...

we all say..

2010-03-27T14:03:00.003+08:00

-worried for your health, please rest more.
-you look sick, please rest more.
-you look tired, please rest more.
-your schedule is pack, SM is too much.
-your health matters more.

But once news is out that they're coming,
all these kind thoughts and concerns vanish.

the recovered and the sick.
:(

When you least expect it.

2010-03-24T21:14:00.002+08:00

AHHHHH.
May must be the luckiest person ive ever encountered.

Ok, i dont think its my place to share her 'account' of the concert.

But know that she struck toto not once or twice but 4FOUR times! ok la the 2nd time one is a little suay suay but still!! Same chop!! :D

And her system now must be filled with Hae, Hyuk and Teuk's DNA LOL.
Like filled to te brim!!!

aish. :( A little dulan now, i could have been there. i SHOULD HAVE BEEN THERE. Isnt GongGong fine now? Didnt i say he'd be fine?? :((((

Next time! ss3! i will just follow that lucky girl around! ^^
And im sorta happy to hear that Majority of ther attendees were Singaporeans. LOL idk why. Should be jealous hor?

Anyhoo, im like almost thru with WGM HyunJoong+HwangBo in 2 days. They are MAD HILARIOUS, that little groom. So weird!

Anyone kind enough to point me in the direction of WGM ant couple? I think Crown J is COOL. ^^

Ive been studying my Korean :D but totally off topic from classes.
HAHAHAHAHA

You fine thing you!
xD

Lee Hyun Woo ah

2010-03-24T05:15:00.002+08:00

So cute!
Back then i wanted to pinch your cheeks
and slap your tiny ass.

What have you become!
You know love now instead of just saving the world.

^^

If you havent already, GO and watch Lord/God of studies.
it IS AWESOME.

ok yea, the first few episodes is draggy and long.
but you need to go pass the carbo bread to get to the meat in the sandwhich. Bite harder!

I swear, if i ever get down to dling all them episodes, and just find time to sit down and watch them over back to back. Id be crying buckets and killing 2-3 more trees.

It is good!

Of course my personal favourite is Hong Chandu (Lee hyun woo), Si minhui, what his real name is Bonggu -_- waste my time looking for this unknown Bonggu person.

aww how did he come from this in hwarang fighters maru,

This show -_- i think they're targeting 12 and below? wth am i following them episodes?? Its amusing and a little bizarre. But Da Ham (Hyun woo) is omfg cute!!!!

I used to come home everyday and watch them meditate about reaching their inner strength so they can go fight for the stolen board that has fallen into wrong hands. Mad funny i tell you.

A girl who has healing powers trains to bloom a seed. And that Maru guy whos powers is fire, his reaction to his fire is daebak. so sissy.

and of course Da Ham ahgi's power is water :D BLUE i have an affinity with blue color sia.

to this?

and someone says pretty kids grow up ugly -.-

OH cant ignore someone else either ^^

Bigeyes vs eyebrows
LOL

Will never get sick of you.

2010-03-22T21:45:00.004+08:00

♥ .

Haeclops? ^^

Wolverhae.

I find this so SEXY~

uhm hyuk rejects Shindong?

lol.

so..Hae reprimands

"hyung~"

Heenim and Siwon shows off a new dance.

Yesung finds it funny.

EunSiHae

Hot, Sexy & Real.

Until hyuk says so.
:D

a Rollercoaster ride

2010-03-22T03:19:00.001+08:00

im alot of :( and :/ now..

im not even in the mood to save ss2malaysia's pictures and fancams.

i am very D:

My heart is possibly exploding.

2010-03-21T01:48:00.002+08:00

Ok in the end there wasnt any movie,
because of someone~

But aaaargh!! ss2Malaysia SOUNDED AWESOME!
:) / :( / ^^/ >< !!!!!

I have so many reactions and feelings about that fact.
i mean what they do is almost like a ss3 already! HAHA so much fanservice, how will they satisfy us when ss3 hits?

I WILL BE THERE TO FIND OUT.

anyway, no minhui, bangkok is now possibly a no. Mother's being a __. Can you come talk to her? She doesnt even want me to start a bs with you or yh. Did i forget to mention what hell she put me thru for tyvks with ting? You come talk to her can?

I dont know how her mind works la, even if she doesnt want to let me go because i didnt do well for papers, then? What? Want to tie me down at home is it? Might as well go start some small business what. Someone explain in SUPER SIMPLE ENGLISH to her please.

i dont even want to talk to her.

im feeling pissed and i am not looking forward to chalet.

petition for jay --->
*remember to verify your email*

내 때문에 미쳐

2010-03-20T16:46:00.003+08:00

T-ara,

I love Jiyeon, i cant explain why, but Jessica will still be my number 1 girl :p but but but, who is that short hair girl in T-ara?? SO HOT.

(SHOOT! i am so getting into girl groups now, all because i lost 1 fandom, and the other is busy travelling the world :( Super Junior quick make your comeback!)

You drive me crazy, its goooood! Well only when you see them perform live (Mubank). But their mv is *puke* a roller coaster ride, seriously, fire that director or something, the girls work their ass off dancing to this crazy choreography, being sexy and all that. And this man behind the camera and editting ruins it all to shreds like this.

Its so bad, it took me 30min to get one good clear screencap of Jiyeon. And to do that i had to stick to the vid, which gave me nausea and headache T-T

And i shall share this horrible thing with you.

Sick yet?

They probably thing its very smart and funny, to try and follow the song word for word.

THIS MV DRIVES ME CRAZY.

ok off to meet the girls.
gosh im late already!

Today is...

2010-03-20T01:02:00.005+08:00

Click!^

Today is many things ahappening.
:/

I am :/ about being here and not KL,
ok i am basically :( and i dont feel good, i feel like running off there like right nao. LOL

ahh well at least i have movie+flea+chalet to keep me busy.

ok my thoughts are so preoccupied with regrets and itchiness i cannot think how to blog properly. &i couldnt do Jess/hyuk graphics either, they simply sucked. But i managed some others.

this is how affected i am :[

ok SERIOUSLY %#%$#$%$ argh. >:E

Petition for Jay
if you have time to come here, you have time to click and sign the petition ^^
Your reward for being an angel :D
Jay Park on REPEAT.

LOL. Can you see my biases???

this is so wtf ^^
Malaysian humour i suppose.

I rarely have candid shots of me not looking stupid -_-
even here im a little hunchedback to slightly ruin the picture.

But anyway the point is i finally found a decent candid shot of myself^
LOL.

Its 5.47am
Cant wait to see Ting,Yh,Chris and mh (again) +Jolene???
in 12hrs.

More itchy

2010-03-19T10:40:00.004+08:00

than ever.
Because its closer
THAN EVER
T^T

Super Junior are already on their flight to KL, And will arrive 20min after i complete my paper later. ):

ITS GNA BE A LOONG WEEKEND.
FML.

Seriously i have the worst of lucks, (or God simply enjoys playing me)
but nevermind, I wont let them go next time.
Aiming to catch future concerts at Seoul, Bangkok and possibly Malaysia again ^^

Im still young.
(BUT ARE THEY T^T)

I had mega lots of things to say and blog yesterday, but since i was busy being a good girl keeping my promise to not touch the laptop.....duh.
TSK

Anyway will have more graphic/banners of jessica and hyuk up ^^ im itching to get started!

OH! anyone who is/knows any graphic designers? Can enlighten me on how i should charge for my work? Drop me a tag ok

kthxbai
Have a safe trip those coaching to KL today/night. T.T

ps// Im slow, butJust saw Minho's dreamteam fancam where he injured himself . Altho nothing serious, but he was writhing in pain for goodness. It could have been hyuk, it could have been anybody.

Run devil run.

2010-03-18T00:58:00.006+08:00

RUN FASTER!

okay. From Lupin i had an expectation, this...went beyond my expectation. ITS GOOOD.
Daebak! Now isnt this better then OH! ?

AND OH JESSICA~!
What you do to your golden hair T^T. It just looks like you couldnt get in the shower for days. But well...
still SEXAY~ ^^

And Hyeohyeon is still last place, (almost not on the list at all.)
Tiffany has the saddest eyes.
Yoona looks ridiculous and should stick with goody-2-shoes.
And Taeyeon is so fitting in this concept.

AND JESSICA
IS
SEXAY.

She inspires me. LOL
i actually sat my butt down and Screencapped then edited her photos.
i must be mad...for her. (im not even that siao for meolji :x ) Will need to give Hyuk his fair share of attention HAHA.

I think Shirley's on a mission to tire me out so i wont stay up late LOL. Appreciate the love, but its not easy ^^ Scoot my butt out to take a dip in Serangoon pool. &we talk too much! Not that we have alot of things in common, but she's just too nice really. And so with all that talking we only managed 6laps in 2 hours ^^. Guess she felt it wasnt enough and suggested walking home FROM there.

Im walking so much tonight, went to get Has at Hougang mall and walked home again. Minhui! seriously wna open bs? I suddenly feel very on :D

Im Feelin the Love tnight!
"Nothing on you babeh~"

This is Super Junior's Anchovy

2010-03-17T15:51:00.000+08:00

-_-"

Greeeaaat!

2010-03-17T01:22:00.006+08:00

Edit: 17/3,
I guess ive still got the coding touch ^^.
getting the cbox was hell -.- couldnt make a new one, had to crack head for old user and pw and then had to delete over 400+msges in old cbox.
HAHA reading past tags was hilarious, though i couldnt rmb what we were actually talking abt.

HEY JAY IS AWESOME.
SUCK THAT JYP

This is nice.
Yes it is ^^

For all of you who still dont know
Nothing on you - Jay Park.

Just had to ^^
Hhahaha ayee...Im not over him and his 1 video.

Anyone knows where to get those comment thingies like halscan? Or should i get a cbox, since whenever anyone (if ever) comments, i tend to look over it, or simply didnt see it. So a cbox'll be good?

Also thinking whether or not to put up a twitter widget, since it looks nice on others' blogs. Also its where most of my 'happenings' are. Though these 'happenings' are not exactly normal, but at least they're not as bad as @saisirlejour :p (wow i actually memorised her user :O).

Oh and anyone know that Christina actually attempted to create a twitter account? But gave up after making it because it was too difficult. Must be too ang moh for her :p

Ok, now im very itchy at heart :/
r4ts is selling some awesome stuff that i WANTNEED to get my hands on.
but i need to control :( HAIH. oh well,

For those who are interested, she's selling high-cut renben shoes in red/gray/white, Zumreed Headphones (waaaow *controcontrol*), and Dr Martens boots at cheap cheap cheap!

It really is a remedy for the soul,
but definitely not for our wallets.

" i'm faithful wont pull a kobe bryant on you/
its a jungle wont be "lion" pull a "tiger" on you
even know the exact shade of your eyes
my hearts ice your number one like yuna kim/ "

what a goooood morning!

2010-03-16T15:18:00.000+08:00

no actually afternoon,
i think from now on i may not be sleeping LOL

Just when i went off to bed,
all these awesome things come out.

and i feel like i may burst with joy ^^

Yes this is from and by the boy we fought so hard to protect :D
the boy whos done us proud,
no tears, no mope, no whine, no hate.
standing up after falling like a MAN.

Abs inyaface! (and a little nipples ^^) LOL
tsk, he's doing this in the toilet like all those YT ppl -.-
howsit? You loving him naaooo??? :D:D:D:D:D

AHHHHH IM GOING ALL GOOEY AND I CANT STOP REPLAYING!

okok more goodies,

We've all missed our beijing fried rice.
havent we?

Got served to me just when i woke up ^^
warning though, no good for weak hard (even i was a little wary abt watching :/)

Part 2: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DJiY1wMvrAU
Part 3: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9YcPqsWjEFk
Part 4: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sGhcue1cyQA
Part 5: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gKhKAaCmnbs

Credit: TheTwelfs @ Youtube.com
*passtissue*

Right now im not actually understanding whats going on,
but there's a mention of friends back in Seoul T.T
SIGH* im not happy with this, but yea, geng has to do what he has to do.
S'long as he doesnt disappear from screen, i can see him,
we all know he's happy.... :)

andandand
Our lovely jokwon has landed in twitter too!
but i think me2day suits him better? :/
its just so weird! but aiya good for us ^^
now if he decides twitter is cool and sticks around.
REMEMBER TO BRING YOUR WIFE OVER.

Follow him ^^

Isnt it a niiiiiiiccceee day ? :D
Good day to you too!

personal shopper

2010-03-16T01:28:00.000+08:00

Is there anyone who is dirt rich
I mean really rich, not you dirty.

lazy to get out of house to shop,
&doesnt trust blogshops?

Please hire me as your personal wardrobe organiser/shopper.

Seriously, i think i could have a passion for that.

There're so many cool item clothings out there i could piece together to make something :O haha

but i dont have the money for it
and sometimes, i dont have the figure for it><

aiiish. let me dress you up!

Respect and envy to all those korean fashion stylist for girl/boy groups out there. Your job must be soo fun T^T

surrounded by yummy clothings branded or not,
even better by gorgeous human beings.

who doesnt like dressing up human barbies?
^^

too funny

2010-03-16T00:36:00.000+08:00

&brutal
to be made into gif mode.

Ep20 is out I KNOW >:E
argh subs subs subs! :(

white among black

2010-03-15T20:29:00.000+08:00

2PM fans only like Nichkhun?

On an episode of 'Sunday Sunday Night - Danbi' broadcast on the 14th, there have been many messages left on the program's board after seeing Nichkhun doing volunteer work.

Nichkhun and actress Song Jihyo became Danbi angels and went to the Philippines to visit a trash town in order to help with volunteer work. He was the only member able to speak English at the recording and so he directly conversed with the children, receiving everyone's attention.

He even personally cooked a barbecue for the kids, as they were searching through trash because there was no food. Nichkhun gave them piggy back rides and put them to sleep, showing a hard working image for his volunteer work.

Recently, 2PM is in a highly sensitive state after Jaebum's complete withdrawal was revealed. However, they are attracting attention because Nichkhun is the only one receiving protection and support.

Fans have stated, "Nichkhun is of course an angel," "It's so nice seeing him, so different from the other members," "It's so touching to see him work so hard," on the program's message board.

The participants of Danbi set up a bread house for the children so that they no longer have to search through trash for food.

CREDITS : TV DAILY (SOURCE) ; hazyfiasco@2ONEDAY.COM (TRANS)

Jay goodness♥ -------------------------

hahaha

Jay goodness♥ -------------------------

Happy (B) Birthday again ~~Jeremy~~Hongki

2010-03-11T23:21:00.001+08:00

*Dies Laughing*

HAIH.

not looking forward to tomorrow. Not because i cant stand the kids or that Aswan wants me to talk more.

But the way i feel it, we may not be impacting on the kids as ive liked to visualise.

*remembers NV sec1 orientation+ sec3 camp*

even though NV's leaders who took us thru camp were just seniors, they really made an impact and made everything seem so easy and fun. (one of the reasons why i turned away from Cedar)
and sec3 camp is another thing altogther. I would so want to go back there.

But what is this, "Trainers are supposedly better then teachers." Hello, we here apparently needs the teacher's help to control these ....things.

And it is SO SO SO hard to go down to their level (primary 1) and communicate with them -.-.
we must be the chimmest of chimmology in their eyes.

-_-
never want to do these again.
camps with nonsensical shouting and cheers, fighting winning for points. yes i would.
camps with teaching of values in classrooms. NO

Need to do korean homework blah!

???

2010-03-11T16:46:00.000+08:00

There's something about this new song,
i cant quite put my finger in.

The second time im watching/listening to an mv with a frown of trying to grasp whats going on in the song.

Infamously first time was needless to say the mazeltov song. yea friday saturday sunday!.

but this.... it intigues yet irks me at the same time.
and that is very annoying.

especially after im knackered after 4hours with @#$@$ kids who wont listen and talk gibberish from 7am.

Still i love the girls stylists' fashion sense. Imma start getting those tights if singapore doesnt start selling jeans with prints/patterns.

Nal ddarahaebwayo nal ddarahaebwayo nal ddarahaebwayo irokhe eh

&random...but realised while 2ne1 keeps up with their "eh" "eh" "eh"
taeyang keeps up with his "baby" and "lady".

Not liking Lupins choreography.
Hara...*smackshead*

oh yea... got it... its like and indie film?
heck what am i saying LOL

indie

your life

2010-03-10T20:14:00.000+08:00

Jonghyuk
hurhurhur^^

from this day

2010-03-10T00:34:00.000+08:00

something around me changed.

&im not sure how to react.

Need to talk to someone,
but who?

They break for fame he breaks for Haiti

2010-03-08T15:01:00.000+08:00

Happy ^^
instead of mopping at home and being sorry for himself.

Jay is spreading some goodness! :D

Jay goodness♥ -------------------------

Jay wants you fat:

-
Whether you believe me or not it doesn't matter.

I used to work for the press, and this is a story I heard from a close writer friend.

When JYP's Joo came out with a single we had to do an interview with her,
So it was sometime when 2PM debuted around the same time too.
They went to the much talked basement practice room (Vocal lesson room) to do the interview.
They were waiting when they saw 2PM huddling around like hobos eating noodles in the basement hah.
With the expression of being so hungry they could die, they clenched onto their chopsticks and surrounding the bowl of noodles,
He thought.. what the hell are they doing… and looked at them once, and they were all just staring at the noodles ...
Looking at that, the journalist and photographer were both like -_- what the heck.. and kept looking at those hobos keke,

When all of a sudden, this guy with eyes like this ㅡㅡ (the journalist said he looked brutal) stood right up and said..

"Hello!!!!"

And bowed at a 90 degree angle, and suddenly the rest of the members were wriggling their way up and all said "Hello" "Hello" kek
It was then when they realized, ah.. it's 2PM haha.

After that, since Joo was still not coming out of the vocal room, they had to wait with 2PM.
The longer they stayed in the same room as 2PM, the more the smell of the noodles was making them hungry keke

The guy who looked like this ㅡㅡ said

"Have you eaten?"
But first they declined the offer keke
Even sharing that bowl of noodles between the 2PM members looked insufficient, and the rest of the members who were eating away their noodles had that kind of expression…

'… He won't actually eat it right? ' an expression like that hahah

But the guy who looked like this ㅡㅡ kept going
"It's alright"
"If you haven't eaten, you can eat with us"
"You can eat with us. It's okay"
And kept insisting that they eat haha

…………………. the guy who looked like this ㅡㅡ is definitely Jaebum.
Jaebum was still like this even when they first debuted and were not very popular. A kid who hasn't changed.
-

CREDITS: DAUM, DAUM (SOURCE); jennying♥@2ONEDAY.COM (TRANS)

LOL.
Eat,eat. eeeet
Jay goodness♥ -------------------------

While Jype is just really throwing money in their faces.

JYPE Nonsense

YOU Listen to YG please

Hell, random people dont want your sai money.

what is this!

2010-03-07T19:53:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA.
Shanghai Elfs are awesome.

There's so many hyuk fancams and HQ hyuk pictures.
LOVE.

and by many. i mean MANY.
TOO MANY.

But note-worthy moments... ^^
(argh kill me, I WANT TO GO FOR KL's!)

i wonder if Mrs. Lee likes this alot?
2 daughters

what about Ms Lee?
A sister!

but papa Lee...i doubt.

!!!

Busted!

(-_- just look at the way min is gazing up)

no wonder
T^T

And HAE was HAEBSOLUTELY GORGEOUS.
i told you i told you!
Short hair ftw!

Haember!

would not

COULD not
leave gorgeous alone XD

So i almost had a heartattack over hyuk's "blonde" hair?
it wasnt blonde...
more like brown, and the style's like Jonghyun's
LIKE IT ALOT! :D

shirt makes his body weird :/

It's kyu's tee in TWsushow2's gee !

hmm. you look tasty~

I should stop.
can die ah. this hamsen overload.

&
Everybody loves hyuk.

this...

much.
^_________________^

and more is coming in as im putting these up.
i think i will need to draw you attention to drool-worthy siwon in the next post.

God has bless this man so much.
and these 13 ~~men~~ boys

More Jay Goodness ^^

2010-03-07T00:14:00.000+08:00

Want some Jay goodness❤--------

Today I went out to have dinner with a certain broadcast writer
After attacking him with questions about Jaebum,
I brought up a story I read on a gallery about a drink, and he said

'Yeah it's true, he's so …'

and shared his anecdotes.
This isn't a huge deal or anything~
It's not a huge deal but,
I just want to share with everyone on this gallery heh

This writer is not a sucker for celebrities, especially idol groups.

1.
Last year in the Summer when they were promoting AAA
There was a program where normal, everyday people would come on the show.
On the show when 2PM came on, they were meant to be talking with these people and giving them encouragement but,
2PM would just go around doing their own stuff,
even though they were asked to talk to the people that were cast on the show,
They were too busy doing their makeup and changing their clothes so they were only able to give quick answers.
But at that moment Jaebum came around
and doing all these hand gestures and foot jesters the writer would explain to him the objectives of the show,
and explain what they need to talk about on the show,
So Jaebum said okay, and got the members to get together and explained what the writer said,
and took care of the other people cast on the show, and did the best that he could to fill up the show's contents.
The writer was watching Jaebum getting his group together and talking to those people that were cast on the show like that.
There was this one girl part of the cast who wasn't feeling well so she was crying and seemed like her complexion wasn't looking too good,
As the one and only person to see that girl like that,
Jaebum asked her why she was crying, if she's alright and was worrying for her.

2.
During AAA, at one of the music shows, 2PM needed to be interviewed in the waiting room so the writer took a junior writer along.
When they got there the kids were eating food.
Combining 2PM, the managers and the coordi's, there were about 10-something people there,
and all the food that was prepared was just one plate of steamed chicken and a few bowls of rice …
Everyone was crawling around to get some food but,
Jaebum approached them with two pairs of wooden chopsticks and said,

"Please, come eat with us!"
But they said it's okay, and that they should just eat for themselves, and Jaebum said,

"They'll be leftovers from that, please come eat with us!"

He said to him, there were 10 something people sharing one plate of steamed chicken, how can there be leftovers… it doesn't make sense,
and said to just eat lots between themselves, and
Park Jaebum, haha, he kept looking back and forth at the writers and the food, and kept eating.
From that, the writer said to the manager
There are so many people here, how can you order just one plate of that,
how can the kids do their activities with just eating that,
And the manager told him that they ordered more food, and it's on its way.
The moment he said that Jaebum handed them the chopsticks again and said,

"More food is coming~ come eat come eat".

And insisted they eat.
So he told him to just eat between themselves because they'd already eaten beforehand, and as he said that,
Jaebum disappeared for a moment and came back and handed them something.

What that thing was, keke,
was a black plastic bag of cherry tomatoes haha.

As he was giving it them, he said

"Then eat this at least"

At that moment, because he was so thankful for his kind heart,
he ended up eating a few of the cherry tomatoes.
It was only until then when Jaebum was completely focused on the steamed chicken.

3.
The next story was when they met again in the waiting room,
The members were all just taking a rest, drinking a can of drink,
Of course Jaebum stood right up and approached him and greeted him,
and looked around the room, and said,

"There… are no spare drinks, do you want to drink this one instead??"

With a sorry expression, he held out the half drunken can of drink,
even though they had been recording for a long time.
The writer said that it was the first time a celebrity handed him a half drunken can of drink just because there were no spare ones left…

+
And this is what the writer said,
Even though it was only a few times he had met Jaebum,
Those times he did meet Jaebum, he could feel that he was genuinely thankful for his job, and really had fun doing it.

And whenever he went into their waiting room,
When the members saw a familiar face they would just be like "Hello~" and that'd be it,
But Jaebum would always stand right up, always shake hands, and would always sacrifice his seat and tell him to sit ~

CREDITS: DAUM(SOURCE);
jennying♥@2ONEDAY.COM (TRANS)

Got Your Jay goodness❤--------

HAHA. I can so imagine him in his broken korean.
"come eat come eat!"

and aiih. he puts me to shame.
im too lazy to give up my seats for relatives during cny :p

Anway, SHANGHAI SUPERSHOW2 SOUNDS AWESOME. wth
it just keeps getting more awesome. (no fair >:E)

And hyuk's hair isnt total blonde, like some highlights.
Still waiting for a clear pictureeeee ^^

In fact im waiting for save-worthy pictures...

and the mother is so annoying. SO ANNOYING.
Me without you is like a mother without the 'annoying'

ARGH. *KICKSHER*

edit--*
HAHA DUMB FACTOR: MOTHER SAYS IM BANNED FROM BUYIMG CLOTHES WITH BIRDS ON IT. WTH HAHAHAHA ITS EVIIILLLLL .

& i laughed in her face :/
sorry cant help it. why you so funny weird one?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAH

축하합니다

2010-03-06T05:53:00.000+08:00

Congrats! ^^

because its 5.55am and im not very close to shut eye yet :/

LKK(minus me charine and pam) are growing up!
We've all passed the turning 18-stage,
someone's already 19
(next is yours truly...NOT looking forward to it)

And now LKK (minus me charine and pam) are moving on to U. -

Daphne with her sick top-5
and the rest with commendable As and Bs (something i will never see LOL)

but even if you are a teeny weeny bit disappointed with what you got,
think, what have you done and gotten instead of an A?
and if you're still complaining, just come to me.

-Which mean changes.. Big changes.
Some will still be rooted, maybe others will choose to go somewhere else.

either way, it just means...
separation, bigger gaps.

of course i say this has nothing to do with me.
your achievement doesnt help me in anyway,
(except that maybe you girls become bosses and hire me :D)

and duh, you guys move on somewhere else,
and im stuck here by myself.

would i be hallelujah-happy?

but yea, i can proudly say that,
that sim girl actually managed to weasel her way to top5.
(seriously, i dont think anyone expected this, and her mum will probably get rid of the dog and the girl if she so asked....HAHA wth)

you know? that sim girl.

And of course everyone else.

so yea, go out there, get a good U,
study harder again, get a good job, become a good boss
remember your good bud, and HIRE ME.

Just so you cant deny,
LKK JC graduates- Daphne Sim, Ong Minhui, Yeo Mei, Low Yuhui, Christina Koh.

when was the last we had a gathering?

you go down to come up

2010-03-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

짠!!!!!! 돌아왔지요~
이제 안 아플 겁니다 ^ㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡ^

(Voila!!!! I have came back~
Now won't be sick ^ㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡㅡ^)

이 제 !!
기 운 냅 시 다
야 합 !!!!!!!!

고마워요~
화이팅♥

(Okay now!!
Let's keep our chin up
Yah-hap !!!!!!!!

Thank you~
Fighting♥)

original source : 이혁재의 미니홈피
translated by superlover♫@sj-world.net

arrgghhhh *pinchcheek*
go kickass in Shanghai ok.♥

-edit-

How many times can i be happy? ^^

Looking mighty fine~

Guess who

2010-03-04T14:12:00.000+08:00

Who's up and back tonight.
:D

...

LOL

Sukira with EUNteuk tonight!

Edit:

ok hyuk wasnt up for sukira :(
but magnaekyu with his hot hair made up for it ^^

wth. hyuk you need to get back FAST.

Some Jay Goodness

2010-03-03T01:54:00.001+08:00

Ok. Jay is taking over my blog with hyuk MIA with swine :p

Since i cant share certain infos regarding the whole issue
(which would really make you eat your heart out if you burnt the hardest)

At least we can share some Jay-Goodness (very pleased^^)

&i will continue to put up Jay-goodness,
not to turn you against them boys, but to make you LOVEJAYMORE.
(I sound like a saint right? in fact im really fuming, want to do alot of things, but its what they want. Attention they so craved.)

I swear if not for hyuk,
my heart would burst for Jay.

But yea, you know....Hyuk. (LOL)

Jay goodness❤--------

I'm a stylist for a singer, and after I first heard of Jaebum's withdrawal, I once wrote something a while ago out of regret.
Address: http://pann.nate.com/b200206172

But at that time I thought everything would turn out okay, so I didn't add in some things, but I'll just say it now.

The reason I liked 2PM was because of the Jaebum who always used to greet so nicely ^^

This was what kind of situation it was.

I didn't take much notice of them during 10 out of 10, but it was during the first time they came out with Again and Again.

Knowing only Nichkhun through variety shows, I knew that there was a group out there called 2PM,

But there were a lot of times when we got put in the waiting room next to '2PM'.

-omitted-

Anyway, I didn't know all the names of all 7 members, cause I kept getting muddled up with a few of them.. (Junho.Junsu.Chansung)
The reason I got to take interest in the other members was because,
Whenever 2PM left the waiting room, there was always someone who'd stop by and greet me.
He greeted so so so well, and I asked an unnie that a worked with,
"Unnie, I think 2PM greets really kindly ^^"
That unnie told me that last time those guys greeted by asking if the stylists were even people,

And got told off big time by their manager haha
But there was one person who didn't get told off. Our Jaebum ^^

Also one of our dancer unnies liked Jaebum so much that she wanted to take a picture with him,

And while the manager left for a while, she asked him if they could take a picture together, and he said

"Because of our company's policy, we're not actually meant to take photos (but since the manager is not here) let's quickly take one"

That's what he said.

I thought Jaebum would be in an awkward situation because of this, so I said,

"Unnie! Unnie what are you doing… I'm sorry.. I'll take good control of this unnie"

But he just laughed it off.

After that, when we saw each other at MBC (Music Core)

I was about to have a huge fight with another dancer unnie, he came in and talked to me as if he knew me really well.

Our Jaebum saved me from a really serious situation.

I believe in Jaebum..

-omitted-

CREDITS: DAUM(SOURCE); jennying♥@2ONEDAY.COM (TRANS)

I deliberately omitted some parts because they were negative comments toward the other members. I was going to add them in but due to all this bias blaming I chose not to.

Jay goodness❤--------

This man puts me to shame LOL. must greet aunt and uncles :p

Again, i urge you to turn to http://www.formspring.me/itsaconspiracy7
Be careful of what you read outside, JYP is already working.
(even allkpop that i know you all faithfully turn to)